The most difficult thing to ask yet very difficult to answer. I have to dive deep into myself to search bits about me and still I know I can’t come up with anything that may inspire you….Or force you to like me. You won’t want to know things I know about myself and I don’t know anything about myself that you want to listen. I am a small leave on a huge tree or a worthless piece of sand lying in a corner of the world…whose presence makes no difference and nor will absence.
This blog is FOR me, not ABOUT me. I pour out my darkest thoughts and deepest desires in the form of writing and this may be the perfect place. Writing seems to be my passion now since for six months and I have to stick to it. It helps me get over my depression sometimes because blogs are better listeners than humans in my life. Moreover , I don’t have to wait for answers and return empty handed like every single time.
I am an introvert who don’t feel comfortable with people. Loneliness is my best friend since I was a kid. And since then I am in search of happiness and contentment….. and peace inside me and the search is still going on. I am a traveler…. A traveler who went on a journey through the road of Ishq-e-majazi (The Love of Human) to Ishq-e-haqiqui (The Love Of God) and have to overcome many difficulties during the journey. I am still travelling…. Without knowing what my final destination can be.
I have written ABOUT me since I started writing and I am tired now. I am boring…..Writing about me is boring and reading about me is boring….. Anything other than ‘me’ seems interesting enough! So I thought why not come out of myself and think out of the box….I mean myself ? Let’s see how it turns out.
I want you people to criticize on my writings…..I want to improve them. Any advice , any idea and any type of criticism is warmly welcomed. Please don’t judge me through my writings. Thank you !