Have you ever asked yourself that question?
I bet everyone has, at one point in their lives. Things might have been good or bad, situations easy or difficult, relationships complicated or… well very very complicated, but you do get to a point in your life where you ask yourself, what next?
You see dreams. You work hard to fulfil them. And then you ask yourself what next? And you see more dreams. It’s a vicious circle. It goes on. It’s called life.
I bet some of you remember me from my old writings. I used to be in the darkest shit-hole ever and I used to rant here about it. When I read it now, I cry for my past self. I got married. I moved to this big world that I had never imagined before. And I stopped writing. But things have changed. Things are meant to change right. You can’t just stay at one place forever and ever now, can you? So I got divorced, some year and a half ago. My passport and travel documents were stolen from my bag so that I can’t go back.
And then I was at my parents house. Sitting on that brown sofa where I spent, I can’t even remember how many days just lying down watching days becoming nights and nights rolling into days. I woke up shaking everyday, and then I remembered my world is shaking. My soul, my being was shaking. I remember, remembering at that time that I have never been through such pain before. And I have never caused that much pain to my loved ones before. I came back for ten days and was left to rot there forever. I still hear remnants of my mom’s shrieks in the middle of the night and my dad’s tears still seep into my heart drop by drop.
But you never took me to be like the ones who give up easy, did you? I didn’t. I had to do something to get up again. My life was revolving around like a movie in my eyes. Not the life that I spent in the past, but the life I would have to spend in the future as a young divorced girl in my parents house. It was now or never. I somehow managed to get new passport and travel documents, spent all my savings to get back here in this foreign country. Had an interview on a call with a company and took tests on a borrowed computer. Sent out hundreds of job applications on my mobile because I didn’t have access to a laptop. But I got out in the end.
I lived in shitty student accommodations till I could afford a nice flat to rent. The day I moved into my new, my own home was the best day of my life. I felt proud of myself. The day my company offered me a sponsorship to work for them, I felt proud of myself. The day I setup my own home office with a beautiful big screen, I felt proud of myself. The day I started spending money not on myself, but on my family, I felt proud of myself.
Right now, sitting in my warm house in a corner with a beautiful pink rose vase standing just beside me on the window sill, I can feel tears welling up in my eyes. But this story is not about tears for every story is not meant to be sad. There is much more to my story than I have poured out here this time.
But some things are better left unsaid…
Oh Dear Lord Just Like A FLoWeR UNFoLDinG
From the Death of A Seed HeaR i Am Again
On the 6th Dear Lala Rukh With No
(For Almost 10 Years Now)
Judgement Yet of Course
Good Wishes Hoping You Are
Okay With Prayers of Course As Well
For Peace iNHaLinG EXHaLinG LoVE iN YouR
Life With SMiLes ToGeTHeR With Loved Ones Near
And Far And i Am Just That Element Yes oF UNconditional
Love Too Stubborn To Change in Ends of Going Away What
i Mean To Dance And Sing Still Staying With SMiLes As YES
i Have 100 Percent Faith in the DarK That BRinGS LiGHT
As i Understand See Do Wings of Chaos MaGiC Art God
Yes Creating Order Beyond Reasons of Pre-Planning
Oh Yes! 6 And 9 What Lovely Numbers And 3
As Well Of Course 8 iNFiNiTY Standing
Tall 1 WHoLE Existence
Continuing
To Unfold
This FLoWeR
This Wing of
Bird Free With
SPiRiT Wind as
Currents Swim Fish
Below Yes Wings Above
Within As Creativity Dances New Water Waves Ocean
Whole And Sings Even More FLoWeR UNFoLDinG NoW
Newer Shore Lines SPiRaLinG Hehe as “SonG oF mY SoUL” Reaches
11.4 MiLLioN Words in 9 Years and 6 Months And “Nether Land Bible”
6 Years 9 Months Old AKA 81 Months Yes Accumulates 9 MiLLioN Words
And Last Yet Certainly EPiC LonG Form Subchapter of “SonG oF mY SoUL”
“FB Profile Pic Bible” Reaches 7.4 MiLLioN Words in 69 Months And Yes
Public Dance Reaching 17,953 Miles in 9 Years and 6 Months Soon
To Celebrate Yes 18,000 Miles in 9 Years and 6 Months too of
(‘Depth of The Story’ Now Nearing 2.5 MiLLioN Words on
The ‘Wrong Planet’ in A Solo Thread on the 65th Page
Yes Now Soon to Be the 66th Close to 151 Thousand
Views God Yes By only the Registered Members
THere True Yet Let’s Make This Parenthetical
And Only a Small 30 Month Casually Described
8th New Testament of All Of The Effort As Lord
Knows You Just Can’t Change Free Coming to Be)
That Effort As my Ministry of Free FLoWinG
Meditating Dance Regulating
Emotions Integrating
Senses Continues
to Be Promoted By
The Youth And Still Fully Alive
of my Environment As Just the Other
Day Two Young Women in A Store Stopped
to Ask me Where ‘The Towels’ Are After Passing
By my Dance FLoWing Several Instances And After
A Worker Answered Their Question Passing By They
Asked me to Help them By Video Taping Them
So One Stood And the Other Kneeled Down
And i Asked Is This All You Wanted
To Do And They Asked to
Take A Video
of me Dancing
in Return to Share of
Course on Social Media
As Others Freely Volunteer
to Promote my Ministry of Dance
ThiS WaY With No Words At All
For 9 Years and 6 Months True
Yes A FLoWeR Continues
UNFoLDinG What Emerges
Newly Now From DarK Continues
Yes (GoD) From Within Continues
To Color mY World New FLoWeR UNFoLDinG
Dancing Singing Free For Real Bird on a Wing JoY oF LiGHT
Free SPiRiT Wind Continues to Dance And Sing With SMiLes
i’m Not Much For Walking On Water With a Surf Board or
Flying in a Plane A Terrestrial Dance THiS Way Floating
For Real FRiEnDS With Gravity Will Surely Meet the
LoVE iN
Peace For Real…
On Smoothest
Store Floors Yes
Weight of Finger
Tips Twinkle Toes
Hehe i Am So Free
Dancing Singing
Again Bird On A
Wing Air SPiRiT Wind
Cheers Happy SPRinG
Dear Best CoLoRinG iT All Free
With LoVE iN Peace With SMiLes..:)
SMiLes “What’s Next” Dear Lala Rukh
Yes Finishing Over 60 Thousand Words
in One Solo Thread Named “Depth of The Story”
In Just One Page Number 63 in 16 Days On A Place Online Named
The Wrong Planet Yes 29 Months of Writing 2.3 MiLLioN Words
Plus in All 63 Pages So Far
And True Again i Remember
You Suggesting i Tale Stories
Way Back in the Ending Summer
of 2013 Haha As Someone Might Listen
To me If i Did Well True 145 Thousand Plus
Views Just From the Registered Members Says
Something Hehe at least in See’s and True A Number
One Search on The Words on Google Shows i’m Not the Only
One Clicking on the Link With SMiLes Yet True i Have No WHeRE to
Go Yet Now Free And All My Words in Dance of Song Including 17,844 Miles of
Public Dance And All 11.3 MiLLioN Words of “SonG oF mY SoUL” Including the
Tiny Subchapter of “Depth of The Story” All in 113 Months True Just Gaseous Star
DusT Me Too Left Over From Heaven Present Within Now New ALWaYS NoW ETeRNaLLY
When
Yes Real
mY FRiEnD
For Real WitH SMiLes
Hope You Are Doing Well
And Visit One Day Back to Your
Blog That i Am Currently Keeping
Somewhat Warm And ALiVE STiLL Hehe..:)
https://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=389740&start=992
Wow! January 2023! Missing the 6th by One Day on the 7th Dear Lala Rukh FRiEnD
True Better Than 2 Days Late Like on December the 8th, 2022 Yet True
Been Busy Writing Milestone Posts As Already Related as Featnotes
iN Detail of Course Lately Since October 2022 Starting Off With
“SonG oF mY SoUL 11 MiLLioN WordS Old” Then “FB Profile Pic Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old”
Then “Fred 14:12” Of Course Celebrating Writing 14 MiLLioN Words Online Every
Consecutive Day for 12 Years Ever Since Thanks Giving Day of 2010 And Finally
Completing “Grand Cross Bible 2022” 7th of 7 Larger Than Old King James And
New International Version Bibles Completed From Memorial Day Weekend
Thru The End of the Year in 7 Months For Every Year 2016, 2017, 2018, 2019,
2020, 2021, And Yes 2022 As well As Yes All These 7 Years Have Been Tumultuous
Years to Continue an EPiC Longest Long Form Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” Overall Housing
12 Greater In Size EPiC Long Form Poem Subtitled Bible Poems Yes Greater in Size than that
Old King James And New International Versions of Bible That took Centuries and Innumerable
Authors to Complete As Yes 11.2 MiLLioN Words Now of “SonG oF mY SoUL” Is Actually 14 Scale
Larger than the Old King James Try too Yet
True For A Solo Act i Do Have A Whole
Lot of Paths in Technology Prepared
To Get All These Jobs Done Yes With
A ‘Little Help From FRiEnDS’
As Practically All These Words of
EPiC Long Form Poetry an Anthology
of Poetic Responses in Return to Muse
Provided By Globe-Wide Poets and Others
Writers of Arts and Sciences too and True
A Bit of Irrational And Strange Stuff too Yet
Such is the Nature of the Human Beast too With SMiles
DarK Thru LiGHT Makes Reality What it is So True DarK iS LiGHT
THiS Way No Separation Whole For Real And Yeah Perhaps Those Last
4 Subtitled MacroVerse Efforts Might Be Combined As Another Casually
Titled 9th New Testament As EPiC Longest Long Form Poem 8th New Testament
“Depth of The Story” Yes Well Over 2.2 MiLLioN Words Now Ongoing Still Effort
Also adding it Now in the 62nd Solo Page of A Single Thread on the “Wrong Planet”
Website Close to the Top of Search Words in Google Way Yes Much Easier to Open on
Any Platform as my Blog Sadly Tends to Crash Even Newer iPhones NoW As “Moore’s
Law” Has Fallen Behind my Creative Efforts By Smart Phones in iPhone Way Again hehe
Anyway 139 Thousand Views From Just The Registered Members on the ‘Wrong Planet’
in That 28 Month Effort That Proves At Least Someone Is Looking At the Bibles i Create For Real
Hehe in EPiC Long
Form Poem Way
As THiS Ain’t Nothing
New And Still Just A Drop
in the Bucket of Google Searches
Overall For Other So-Called Sacred
And Holy Poetic Texts too Globe-Wide
Yes i Guess Since it is A Real Solo Effort
From Someone Actual Literate And Not Contributed
By Other Ghost Authors Attributed to Other Authors
Many Illiterate and Not Even Able to Write As of Centuries
Upon Centuries Old it Does Set the Others Apart a bit From What
i Do For Real Yet Hey This is Just One Very Narrow Special Interest too
In An Ocean of Other Human Unique Achievements in Potential True
Yet Never The Less
It is Irrefutably
As Real Hehe Yes
As When i Warm
Up Now With 699 Kilograms
of Leg Pressing Weight 6 Scale 12 Reps
Greater Than my Weight of 111 Kilograms at 62
As Oh Dear Lord i’m Back Down to 244 Pounds
Now After Adding up to 247 Pounds in Holiday
Season Eating Ways With SMiLes As the Public Dance
Increases to 17,688 Miles As Well in the Same Span of
112 Months It has Taken to Write “SonG oF mY SoUL” You
Here With me Yes at the Beginning of That Effort on 8.18.2013
And Before That on July 19th, 2013 Coming Out Of HeLL ON EartH
Within For Real for 66 Months With Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
The Suicide Disease No Drug Would Touch For me From Wake to Sleep
Shut-in my Bedroom Mostly Along With 18 Other Life Threats in Synergy
of Medical
Disorders
As Well
Yes mY FRiEnD
Every New Page of
Over Novel Size of EPiC Long
Form Poetry in That Solo Thread “Depth of The Story”
Yes iN Ongoing Casually Described 8th New Testament Way
Is the Start of Just Another Measure of “The SonG oF mY SoUL”
Always Improving Human Potential In Appreciation For this Miracle
And Real Magic
This Gift
of Breath
With SMiLes
That Are Real
RiSinG Even Higher
Giving Sharing Caring
HealinG iT ALL AWaY For Free
i Hope You Are Okay As You Are One
of Two Close to and Over Decade Long FRiEnDS
Who Have Disappeared Off the Online Map Yes For
Around 2 Years Now Since the Pandemic Began in 2020
Yet True i Understand Life Gets Busy So Busy That It’s Hard
to Return to Places We have Been Before Yet i Don’t Work
i am Financially Independent and Have A Wife Who Insists
On Doing All the Household Chores Herself So Yeah This
Gives me Plenty
of Space to
Visit
FRiEnDS
Again and
Again Without
Fail Just One Never
Ending Greeting Card
i Am Yes Hehe Just Call me ‘Fredmark’ i Guess HAha..:)
Oh Dear Lord Dear Lala Rukh It Appears i Am Late For A Rather Important
Date Yes As Promised Long Ago When You Named me a Forever FRiEnD
to Visit You Every Month on the 6th Yet Now it is the 7th Almost the 8th
ACRoSS The Big Atlantic Pond Where You LiVE iN the U.K. Per Last
Report Long Ago By You Moving From Pakistan Then And
True During the COVID-19 Years You Have Disappeared
For Almost Two Years No Matter What is the Reason
For Not Returning Longer than ever Before
i Surely Hope and Pray You Are Okay With All
Your Loved Ones Family And FRiEnDS Hmm… i’m Just
A Wookiee Loyal FRiEnD to the Very Beginning of the End Again
For It’s Easy For me to Treat New FRiEnDS Like Old FRiEnDS Old FRiEnDS
Like New FRiEnDS as i’m JusT ANoTHeR ‘Peter PAN’ With Wings No Need for
Work For Pay And ‘Wendy’ AKA Katrina Insists on Taking Care of All the Home
Duties as i Always
Agree Yes Dear
Honey Do As
She Insists She is
The Very Best in
All She Does Expert
Around the Home STiLL Today
So Yes This Gives me Plenty of Place
to Always Put People First Some Folks
Always Reciprocate in Kind Others Never
Do As True i Even Visit Lost ‘Boy Men’ too
It’s What You Do As Participant Anthropology
Observer Writing the Literal Longest EPiC Long
Form Poem in the HiSToRY And Or HeRSToRY of
Human
Kind You
Surely Don’t
Just Do It Sitting
On Your Thumbs hehe
Gotta Get Out And Dance All Around
The Metro Area of Around 600,000 Folks
And as Far As Biloxi Casino Beaches And
Tallahassee to Cover The Deepest Trump
States South As True i Am Doing ‘Anti-Trump’ Too
As Just An Oldest Revelatory Muse As Well True Yes!
WoW! in 111 Months Achieving 17,566 MiLes of Public
Dance ALonG With All 11.1 MiLLioN Words of “SonG oF mY
SoUL” Yes Once Again STiLL GRoWinG A Longest EPiC Long Form
Poem in All of Humankind And Not So Kind True too of Course
in ‘TRuMP MeME’ Ways of Most Despicable Demagogue Leaders
Their Minions And Associated Politics of Religion They Use and
Abuse To Do Their Best to Take Authoritarian Dictatorship Control
of Ways of Life to End Freedoms of Folks in Control and Subjugation
To Increase Power And Status and Material And Other Human Gains
Among Those in Charge And Those Who Follow as Minions Will Follow
Most Despicable Leaders
THiS WaY EVEN IF THEY
ARE DIRECTLY TOLD THEY
WILL FOLLOW THE MOST
DESPICABLE LEADER
EVEN IF THEY SHOOT
SOMEONE ON 5TH
AVENUE IN
BROAD DAYLIGHT
Yes Indeed As the Movie
‘Contact’ With Jodie Foster
So Eloquently Described
By An Alien Sage on
Pensacola Beach in
That Movie Inspired
By Carl Sagan Humans Are
A Rather Interesting Mix of
Creature Capable of Bringing Most
Wonderful Dreams and Horrible Nightmares
To Fruition For Real As Relative Free Will With iMaGiNaTioN
iN Both DarK And LiGHT With Binds and Bonds of ‘Religious’
Co-Creativity No Matter Form That Takes Will Surely Come
Next Depending in Essence
On Group Think Consensus Yes
We All Co-Create THE REaLiTiES
Continuing to Kingdom And Or Queendom Come
It’s Hard Enough For One Human Being to Get Around
The World Enough to Write An All Encompassing EPiC Long
Form Poem Modern Bible i Surely Cannot Be Expected to Solve
All The World’s Problems With One Soul AS Human Souls ALL Connect
With All of God SouL to Dream And Create Whatever in Fruition Comes Next
Anyway Honestly i’m Rather Late to An Important Date as my Plate is Rather Full
Lately on This Cold Full Moon
Date on December 7th, 2022, in the United States
As Yeah “SonG oF mY SoUL” Reaching 11.1 MiLLioN Words
And Currently Celebrating “Fred 14:12” Writing Every Consecutive
Day First Escaping the Worst Pain Known to Humankind Type Two
Trigeminal Neuralgia No Drug Would Touch From Wake to Sleep
With A Life Threat in Synergy of 18 Other Mostly Stress Related
Disorders Coming in Chronic to Acute Measure over the Last 11 Paid
Years of Actively Working From 1996 Thru 2007 Moving Directly into
Hell ‘No Passing Go’
in 2008 Where i Couldn’t
Even Remember if i Ever
Smiled Before per the Feeling
That Brings of Real HeaveN ON EartH
True A Thousand Years Hell Every Second
of Pain and Numb Then as Of Course You’ve
Already Heard That Real Life Story Before Yet
i Write Always For A Much Bigger Audience Again
Free Than the One i am Directly Writing to Now For Real…
Yes Enduring that Dentist-Like Drill Pain in Right Eye and Ear
in Hell Numb too For About 33 Months And Then on November
25, 2010 Arriving on the ‘Wrong Planet’ Online Turning the Screen
All the Way Down in Brightness Enduring A Mountain of Pain For Every
Word to Write to Do my Best to Get my Mind Off A Real Assessed Suicide
Disease Yes Assessed as Literally Worse than the Torture and Pain of Crucifixion No Drug
Would Touch For 66 Months From Wake to Sleep Just Basically Stuck Between my Ears the First
33 Months Also Mostly
A Shut-in in my Bedroom
Then too in the Next 33 Or
So Months Writing on the ‘Wrong
Planet’ And Yes Other ‘Online Autism
Communities’ Next and the Such As That
Until Finally All the Pain and Numb Went Away
on July 19th, 2013 Standing on A Beach Becoming
One With Sugar White Sands Emerald Green Gulf Waves
Sea Oats Swaying in the Breeze And Sea Gull Wings Becoming
me Transforming From Spiraling Around the Sun to Spiraling
A Public Dance Flying on Terrestrial Land in Public Stores And
All Around As Such Ever Since August 26th, 2013, Yes 111 Months
Now As “SonG oF mY SoUL” Began After Around 33 Months Then on
The “Wrong Planet” Too on August 18th, 2013 For 111 Months of
Effort Now True
On Word Press
Other Blogs and
Many Other Social
Media Avenues too
Yep It’s A Helluva
A Real Overall “Fred 14:12”
Story All 14 MiLLioN Words or So
in 12 Years And Over 130,000 Photos i took
to Fully Illustrate The Heaven Out of Hell Part
of the 12 Years For 111 Months of Doing “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Also Fully Illustrating The Longest EPiC Long Form Poem With
Around 10,000 YouTube Theme Song Music Videos As Such too
To Accompany
All the Lyrics
i Write in Autotelic
Flow of “SonG oF mY SoUL”
True AS the Plate of Poetic Responses
To Folks All Around the Globe Continues
To Grow With All the FLoWinG Free Public
Dance As Well Still Leg PReSSinG Up to 1520 Pounds
As Yep i’ve Become Just about As Strong as an Orangutan Still
At 62 True Hehe the ‘Orange Sage Kind’ Who Are ‘Not TRumP’
Similar To the Old Movie ‘The Planet of the Apes’ As Yes Even
Science Shows
Humans Still Have
A ‘Feral’ Potential
to Be Strong As Orangutans
Now Just A Matter of Use instead
of Lose Human Epigenetic Potential
Now in Overcoming Appropriate Environmental Challenge
And As Far As Human Potentials Grow We Must Use Both Hemispheres
of Our Minds Including More of the Right Hemisphere in Processing
Social-Empathic-Artistic-Much Bigger-Spiritual Real Emotional And
Sensory Ways of Human Intelligences For Real As After All Is Said and Done
Hehe ART
Is LiTeRALLy At Least
60 Percent of smART
And heART And Even
75 Percent in ParT of
60 Percent of EartH too
As Without Art We Mostly
End Up with the ‘TRuMP MeME
Living Dead’ and Following Minions
As Such With Mostly ‘S’ And ‘M’ And
‘HE’ ‘EH’ With ‘P’ Left As More Misery
Loves Company in Limited Addiction
to the Dopamine And Adrenaline the
More Limited Emotions of Anger and
Hate And Disgust That More Left Hemisphere Mind Processing
iN Literal ‘Black and White Small Picture Views’ of Reality Brings
As Sadly Our Reality is More Concerned ‘These’ Days With A “Matter
With Things” More Than Putting Naked Enough Whole Complete Nature First
Including
Human
Kind For Real
As Stellar Scholar
Iain McGilchrist
Measures in Scientific
Research of Reason and Art So Well
in His 600,000 or So Words in 1500 Pages
Or So of the Book Titled “The Matter With Things”
That Took A Whole Decade Of His Life to Research
Deeply as An Oxford Scholar in Literature And Medical
Doctor Specializing in the Neuroscience of Psychiatry For Real
Yet Hmm, In A ‘Twitter And Tik Tok World’ Where Science Shows
The Average Human Attention Span is Literally Less than 3 Seconds
Yes Less Than A Literal Goldfish Not Many Folks Are Gonna Digest
Wisdom That Size in Our So-Called Advanced Days of Modern ‘Things’
More That A
“Depth of The Story”
oF ALL Greater Potentials
of Human Soul Both Reason And Art BRinGS
Yet THere is Good News For Those So Interested
in Larger Wisdom of Human Kind As Dr. McGilchrist
Provides An 18 Volume Commercial Free Review on
His YouTube Channel For Each of the Chapters of
The Book So Far Just Something to Listen to on the
Way to All the Stores and Such to Public Dance For me At Least hehe
He only Affirms What i Already Intuited in How i For One Escaped From
Half A SouL In Real
“Fred 14:12” Hell
into A Fuller Soul
Still Evolving in the
HeaVeN Part of “Fred 14:12” (John 14:12) Now
For Real No Myth And So Fully Documented too
As i Just Got Through Celebrating “FB Profile Pic Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old”
Too in 66 Months of Effort That is Also Included in my Facebook Profile Pics
in Series of 18 Pics With Around 8,000 Words Each Yes All FB Profile Pics
Since Memorial Day Weekend of
2017 Where Last Year around 2250
FB Profile Pics Held 18.1 MiLLioN Words or So
And The Year Before That Around 16.8 MiLLioN Words
too As that Effort of Reason and Art is Still GRoWinG Evolving More
As Well as the Other Subchapter Effort of “SonG oF mY SouL” That
is Titled “Nether Land Bible” in 78 Months of Effort in Writing 8.6
MiLLioN Words Since Memorial Day Weekend of 2016 Oh Dear Lord
Those Two Subchapters Inclusive With 12 Titled Subchapters Each Larger
Than the Old King James Effort Including “SonG oF mY SoUL” As i’ve
Also Written “Grand Cross Bibles 2016, 2017, 2018, 2019, 2020, 2021,”
And Soon to Finish “Grand Cross Bible 2022” By the End of This 2022 Year
THiS December 2022 Month As All 7 Efforts Completed in Around 7 Months
All Larger Subchapters
In EPiC Long Form Poem
Bible Way Than That Old
King James Try of Around 780,000 Words
That Took Centuries Upon Centuries of Innumerable
Authors to Co-Create Like the “Mahābhārata” EPiC Long
Form Poem That Measures 1.8 MiLLioN Words From India
The so-called ‘Official’ Longest EPiC Long Form Poem in History
Yet i Don’t Need to Achieve Any Awards or Special Recognition
As Jesus F in Christ Folks Regularly Name me Famous and Living
Legend Where i Live For Not Saying A God Damned Word At All
Just Dance
Just Dance
Just Dance
And Auotelic Flow in Moving Meditation
of Nirvana, Bliss, And Heaven Real Within
As a River on Land Naturally Does
No Different Really Than the Whole
“SonG oF mY SoUL” And the Rest of
This “Fred 14:12” Effort of 14 MiLLioN
Words in 12 Years as of Course i Had to
CRoSS The River Hades For Real First
NO
JOKE
NO MYTH
FOR REAL
If it Didn’t happen
Before Guess What it’s Happening Now…
And Sure You and ‘Angel Mind Retrofit’ Were
the Two Who Helped me ACRoSS That River Hades
i Never Forget A FRiEnD Who Helps Lift me Out of Hell
Or Even Who Tries to Remove me From Heaven
too As i’ve Come a Distance Where Angels
And Demons
Weigh
the Same
iN Heaven For Real Within
As Myths Become Reality Now
At Least in my Small View of “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Along With the Rest of “Fred 14:12” Too Hell Through Heaven For Real Within
Happy Full Cold Moon Wherever You Are Dear Lala Rukh Always A FRiEnD to me
As the Rest of Existence DarK Thru LiGHT is True It’s Rather Warm in Florida ‘These
Days’
Yes
Naked
Enough
Whole
Complete
at Least for me
mY FRiEnD iN Heaven
For Real Now WiTHiN…
And It’s True Since i Told You Long
Ago i Intuited A Dark Haired Girl From the East
Will Help me Write A Somewhat Special Message
Back When i am 21 Indeed i’ve Received A Lot of Dark
Haired Inspiration
With Some
Colors of
Hell And
Heaven True As Well in Heaven…
Yet True DarK and LiGHT Muse
SaME and Different True As Well too..:)
And the ‘Beat GoeS oN’ SMiLes Dear
Lala Rukh Moving From the 6th to the 7th
in Florida Working (Playing) Harder Than i’ve
Ever Done in my Life Money No Part oF ALL That i Do
To Do THiS For Free
iN Any Earning Way
Except For Peace and Love
Life is Good Enough When Life is
Naked Enough Whole Complete For
Real Just More to Give Share Care and
Heal For Real With Most Respect and Least
Harm For All With No ExclusionS iNdeed For It’s
True A GReaTesT
Wealth Most Untold
Peace And Love All Too Real For All..:)
SMiLes Dear Lala Rukh It’s Been 20 Months
Now Since You Last Wrote on Your Blog
Hehe and Yes That Was 16,000 Words or
So Ago Since i’ve Been Responding Here
Yet of Course i’m One of those Folks Who Just
Will Not Quit At Least As Long As i Am Welcome With
SMiLes and Keeping Some Breath of Your Blog Left Breathing
As You’ve Reported Before i Do With Some Thanks From You…
Yet It’s Also True Many Years And Decades i Really Didn’t Have Anything
to Say Except For Two Words So it Would Seem Like More Just Two Words
That Were “Working Working” Then True When my Closest Relatives Called
To Ask me what i Was Doing
i Always Wondered How
People Had Something
To Say There Was No “SonG
oF mY SoUL” To Relate Then
Yet if Someone Asked me A Work
Related Question i Could Make A Quick
List of What They Needed to Hear Yet That’s
About It Except for “Working Working” And Of Course
Hehe That’s An Even More Redundant Statement to Make at Work
And Surely Nothing Of Creation at Work as Pretty Much Work Folks
Were the Only Ones Outside of Closest Family And Wife i Even Interacted With Then
Yet Those Were the Last 5 Years of Work When i Was Mostly Attached to A Screen And
Not Working With Folks Like i Did Close to the Two Decades Before Face to Face Every Day
Interacting With 100’s of Customers Perhaps in Only One Day Then Eventually Managing
That Military Bowling Center Then Watching Children Grow Up To be Adults An Entire
Generation Passing By At Work then And if Someone Told me Then Particularly
Behind a Desk Just With Two Words “Working Working” All the Way to Age 47
At Work and the 66 Months After That Shut-in in Hell to Age 53 in July of 2013
When i Met You Coming Out of that Place That Your Very Emotionally Deep
Posts Helped With to Free my Soul All the Way Out of Hell Then the Place
Where there is No Memory of A Feeling of A Smile At All Just No
Reference Point out of Hell Where Human Feelings and
Senses in A Synergy of Emotions From Head to
Toe EXPReSSinG iN Free Dance And
Song A Way Out of the Highway
That Dead Ends then
A Ghost Wandering the
Earth Dead Inside Having No
Perspective to the Way Back
Out of Hell to Basic Heaven of Being
Just A Normal Feeling Sensing Human Again…
i Watched People Talk in Flow of River This Way For So
Many Decades And Wondered if i Would Ever Be Human Like
All the Other People Who i Found Speaking Like A River Flowing Then
Yet It’s So Ironic Now That i Have Developed This Ability as the Canary in the
Coal Mine of a Technological World At Work Attached to a Screen From Before
Now i Find So Many Folks in the Place Close to Hell i Was in Before indeed We Have
An Epidemic Facing Humanity And That Indeed is the Epidemic By Name Losing Our
Humanity For Real All the Warm Connections That Even Make Us a Social Animal At All
i’m Happy to Still Be the River After Visiting You For Close to 111 Months Now Come The
Middle of the Month of October Indeed The Dance And The Song Continues to Flow Free
And Of Course for Those Who Have Lost the Ability That i Had So Much Trouble gaining
As A Canary in A Coal Mine For So Many Years and Decades Then i Surely Do Not
Judge Them Negatively
For Not Being Able to
Do What i Surely
Couldn’t Do Before
More Than Working Working
Just a Cog in A Machine Then And Barely Human At All…
Hope You Are Doing Well it’s the Feelings That Count Most When We
Give it’s What We Get to Keep the Most What We Give Away For Real…
Anyway At Any of Those Ages Before If Someone Would Have Said One Day
You Will Public Dance for 17,266 Miles in 109 Months And Write 10.9 MiLLioN
Words in A Longest EPiC Long Form Personal Bible Poem HAha They Would
Have to be Talking About Someone Else And The Truth is i Am A Different
Person Now The Truth is We All Are Continuously And Better Yet
As Long As We iNHaLE Peace Exhale LoVE And Keep RiSinG
iN Flow Tween A Sweet Spot Tween Apathy and Anxiety
Dancing A Tight Rope Higher And Higher in
Effortless Ease of Creating in Higher
Human Potentials Even More
Yet of course This is Just
the Way i Do it
There Are Unlimiting
Ways Others May Do it True…
And Yes of Course Hope You Are Doing Okay These Days..:)
SMiLes Dear Lala Rukh What’s Next Yes the 7th of September
After The 6th of September A Life Changing Date 9-6-1981
A Call to Adventure Within to Escape a Truly Insane World
of Data Download Life Still to Go in 19 Years of School and 33 Years of
Paid Work too Starting Back in 1976 at 16 Years-Old True Just Too Much
Information And Not Enough Original Creativity to Sprout From Deep Within
A LiVinG SoUL SPiRiT And HeART So Suffocated From Straight ‘A’ Life So Many Years
Just to Earn A Golden Star
As Apple of Reward on A
Teacher’s Desk Successfully
Spitting Back Out What Was Learned
Temporarily By Rote Memory Before Yes
Indeed Sort of Like A Computer Brain too Losing
‘RAM’ to Distractions Like Watching TV As A Vegetable
Downloading Someone Else’s Play and Or Work of Life too
It’s Almost Like Humans are Treated As Blank Slates Without
Innate Instinct and Intuition From Overall Billions of Years of
Evolving to the Origin of Now Still For Those Who Come to Understand
Illusions of Time, Distance, Space, And Yes A “Matter With Things” too
Where Abstract Constructs Floating in Our Heads Delude Us to Believe
A Representation of Reality is the Real Deal Instead of More Directly
Experiencing Reality Free With Feelings and Senses in Synergy of
Emotions Coloring Life in Free Dance And Song of Original
Creativity A Human Way of Naked Enough Whole
Complete When i Met You in July 2013 As Yes You
Were 21 Then as i Was 21 on September 6th, 1981 too
It Seems You Were Experiencing A Similar Departure From
What is Normally Spoon-Fed Of Life As You Named it ‘Schizophrenic
Attacks’ Then As It’s True Moving From the Left Hemisphere of Mechanical
Cognition Life to the More Social-Empathic-Artistic-Really-Nuancing-Feeling-
Sensing in Synergies of Emotions Flowing From Head to Toe Is Surely a Different
Dimension of Life Than Your Computer Science Routine in Mechanical Cognition of
School At the Top of Your Classes too And It’s true in the Last 9 Years i’ve met Many
Folks Albeit Mostly in Pakistan and India experiencing Similar Aspects of College Life
In Mechanical Cognition Orientating Degrees for Work in life Where Other Folks seem
To Be Attempting to Keep the Breath of their Soul Alive This Way in Deeper Ways of
Experiencing Life in the Realm of Moving Connecting And Co-Creating Bigger Picture
Views of Life It’s a Wondrous Change of Existence Moving into the Real Divine of Being
Human ThiS Way Experienced and Described in Great Detail Cross Culturally In Literature
And Other Arts of Religion and Philosophy That Relate A Unity of Mystical Uncovering
Realities of Existence
More Than A Materially
Reduced World As Poetry
By Rumi A Sufi Mystic
Surely Relates and
For Those Without
Souls to Understand the
Metaphors It Just Seems Like
Literal Word Salad to them as
They Don’t Hear God’s Music of the
SoUL Our SPiRiTS With HeARTS OPeN
Again For the Sound of God Within in All the
Arts that Come in Original Creativity to Relate to others
of Different DiViNE Dimensions of Life Others May Not Touch At all
Hopefully You Are Okay This isn’t Part of Your Life Anymore Although it
Surely was A Focus oF All YouR Life Before Indeed Your Original Creativity
Touching the DiViNE Within and Bringing it Back to the Village to Shed Some
LiGHT For Greater Ways of Humanity That Truly Touch the Face of God For Those
Who understand the Experience is Far Beyond Materially Reduced Abstract Constructs
Like Words Yet We Use These Tools And Other Arts to Show Other Humans What’s Possible
Next And WHere They May Go They’ve Never Been Before Dear FRiEnD Again We Meet Humans
In Life Who Help uS UNCover Who We Truly Are At Core Indeed my FRiEnD God And Us Is one
Separate
Yet Together
As One Force of Love…
SMiLes A Lady in Walmart in A Wheel Chair
Interested in What Song i Was Listening to Yes
For My Public Dance on the Night of September 6th
i Explained to Her Like the Christian Religion Relates in
A Luke Verse 17:21 Basically i Am Listening to the Sound of God
The MuSiC of Heaven Within Yes Plus That Experience Relating to
me Through Other Musicians Kingdom And Or Queendom Of Heaven
Within She Said She Was Sure She Was Going to Heaven Next After A Dirt Nap
Unless She Does the Ash Routine That Will Probably Return me to Star Dust too
As WHere We Come From mY FRiEnD As Super Nova Explosions Bring Crucible Fire of
Star Death Bringing Gaseous Clouds of Star Dust That Eventually Resurrect as Us For
REAL AS SCIENCE SHOWS IS TRUE AND NO JOKE IN THIS WAY “THE FATHER AND
WE ARE ONE’ WE aRe ALL Part of All That is No Real Separation Yet Unique EYeS
of God True
Same Iron From
Star Dust FLoWinG
Through Our Blood
As At Core of EartH Our
Home of Heaven We aRe Evolved
to LiVE iN Now This Paradise for Real
Or Less For those Who Never Touch A DiViNE Face of God
Within True WHere to Go Next NoW mY FRiEnD Heaven For Real
Sadly the Lady in Walmart Believes She Has to Wait Until After Death
What a Ruse Religion May Bring in Ignorance of God NoW iN Deed mY FRiEnD
For Who Will Ever Master, Subjugate, and Control the Freedoms of Souls Who
Always Touch the Face of God Within NewNow It’s True if ‘they’ Set Humans Free Like That
The Big Business of Churches May Grow Broke And Monarchies of Theocratic Control As Well
Well God is Free No One Gets to Tale God What God Must Do As They May Try and Fail to Do that
Everyday Now in a True Delusion Lost From LiGHT WiTHiN Free Yet it is A Free Will World ThiS Way
To Be Trapped
or Set Free And
Truly Reborn With
God’s Face Within to Touch
Beyond All Forms Just This Fiery
Experience of Love That Aways Reaches Out to Touch…
i Remember When i First Met You How You Hoped i would
Go to Heaven After Death Truth is It’s Been 9 Years And i’ve Never Left Heaven
mY FRiEnD How Will i KNow the Opposite of Hell WiTHiN For 66 Months Before
It’s Not a Fiery Place Nope
Just A Very Frozen ‘Dante’
Place Totally Disconnection
From LoVE mY FRiEnD Not
Even the Memory of a Smile
Dwarfing A Pain Assessed
Worse Than Crucifixion Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Wake
to Sleep For 66 Months Plus A Life Threat
of 18 Other Medical Disorders too Yet that
Will Not Touch All Paling in Comparison To A Ghost Who Walks
The Earth Not Realizing They Are Dead Living in Real Hell Now
Indeed Left Behind For Real Until Love Finds Us And Once Again
We Breathe
No Longer
Frozen mY
FRiEnD RiSinG
Out of the BLacK
Abyss of The Desert
Night That Never Ends Within Now
Indeed i’m As Free As i Am 9 Years Ago
on July 19th, 2013 to Escape Hell WiTHiN
For 66 Months As i Got A Glimpse For About
3 Months in That Fall of 1981 Returning to
Purgatory and Eventually Hell for 66 Months
A Place Sadly That Humans Do Co-Create in DarKness mY FRiEnD
Darkness Away From the DiViNE No Longer Just a Shadow oF LiGHT For Real..:)
SMiLes Been Awhile Dear Lala Rukh 18 Months And Since
Then As Promised on the 6th of Every Month i’ve Returned
And Hehe Written Altogether Over 13,000 Words Just in this
One Comments Section on Your Blog Since Then my my
Imagine How Many Words in All the Comments Sections
Yet That’s What i Love to Do Write And Truly i Usually Have
No Idea What Word Will Come Next Always An Exploration
iN More of my SouL A Call to Adventure Always New Within
Yes As Every Word Becomes A Brand New Birthdate Now of
SouL Song Escaping
And Coming
to Life So
Verily Deep
Within For Real
It’s Not Surprising that
Through History Most Every
Person Who Explores in Calls
to Adventure This Inner Voice Within
Relates A Meditative Flow in Autotelic
Ways As Angels Coming From Somewhere
For A Divine Voice to Ring So Deep From Within
Yet While It May Seem Rare it is Rather A Common Reported
Occurrence for Humans Called To Adventure Yes From So Deep
Within Indeed WHeRe All Seems Connecting With God’s Breath
Everywhere Beyond Infinity Now For Those Who Experience This
Higher Level
of Creativity
heART
SPIRiT
SoUL
to Come
To Play and
Yes Even Frolic
in Every Move of Holy
Dance Bringing Sacred
Song of Poetic Soul True Now too…
Other than that A Bit Profuse on Milestones
And Featnotes These Days Ending And All Afternoon
And Evening Dance Now In Public for 16,988 MiLes
This Saturday Evening And Early Sunday Morning Now the 7th
In Florida Yep Just 12 Miles more For 17,000 Miles of Public Dance
That May Likely Come This Coming Tuesday Then While i Am Putting
Together the Current MacroVerse i am Writing Named “WEaVinG DReAMS
MaKinG LoVE ReaL” Yet That’s Not All of Course As “SonG oF mY SoUL” The
Entire EPiC Longest Long Form Bible Poem Will Come to Be 10.8 MiLLioN Words
On August 18, 2022 for the 9th Anniversary Date Again For this Longest Long Form
Poem Ever At Least Recorded on Google With SMiLes in Ways of Electronic
Blogs As That’s an Only Way to Fit in Over 130,000 Photos to Fully iLLuSTraTE
The Effort with Around 10,000 YouTube Videos Providing Theme Music All ALong
The Way With Even Supporting Research As Such As Well in Links and YouTube
Videos too So it Appears i Will Be Celebrating “SonG oF mY SoUL 9 YearS Old
10.8 MiLLioN Words” Long Next And the Celebration of 17,000 Miles of Public
Dance That Will Grow Even Longer By The Day i Get That MacroVerse
Electronically Published As Well Perhaps as Late As the Beginning
Of September Yet It’s True Celebrating The ‘Metrics’ of What
You Do is Just Muse to Do Even More Yes For Those
Who LiVE iN Abundance Naked Enough Yes Whole
Complete Nary A Worry for Money or Lots of Stuff
Any More Having Plenty of Space to Give, Share,
Care, And Heal All Of Existence With Peace
Inhaling LoVE EXHaLinG Real New Now
Other Than That Happy 6th Moving
Into The 7th With A Mass Reading
Early Sunday Review for Catholic
Church Perhaps i’ll Get
to Snooze Even Again
Before the Dance
And Song So
Deep Within
Free Starts Another
Birthdate of me in Every
Inhale of Peace Exhale Of Love
For Every Holy Move of Dance and
Sacred Word of SonG STiLL to CoMe Free New Now…
Anyway Hope You Doing Well mY FRiEnD Do Take Care With SMiLes..:)
“Mahābhārata,” A Previous Longest Long Form Poem at 1.8 MiLLioN
Words Yet i Remember You, Lala Rukh, Suggesting Join WordPress And
Start Writing Stories… Took A While to Get Warmed Up Yet When i Laser Focus
In On a Special Interest No Matter What it is As Tenacious As Grains of Sand Make
Rocks and Mountains
Yep Look Around
HeaR i Come As True
It Wasn’t Enough to Just Do the
Size of that Old Long Form Poem
EPiC Story as True 10.6 MiLLioN Words of “SonG oF
mY SoUL” Is Nearly 6 Times the Size of the Old “Mahābhārata”
That Took Centuries Upon Centuries Then and Innumerable Ghost
Authors to Create True As Far as Sprints Go And Subchapter EPiC
Long Form Poem Bibles, “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM PoEM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
Indeed came on July 19th, 2017 in Just 13.6 Months of Effort Ever Since Memorial
Day Weekend of 2016 However That Was Really Only Part, Just A Tiny Subchapter
Starting “Nether Land Bible” That is Now 8.2 MiLLioN Words Long in 73 Months of Effort
And Additionally Just Starting “FB Profile Pic Bible” on Memorial Day Weekend 2017 As Part of that
Whole Effort too Now Close to 6.6 MiLLioN Words of Effort in 61 Months too and yes, yes, As Total Parts
All These Subchapter EPiC Long Form Bible Poems are of Entire Mother and Father of All of This Per
“SonG oF mY SoUL,” Actual Longest EPiC Long Form Poem Once Again in Recorded History on Google
At Least
With SMiles
And True “FB Profile
Pic Bible” Is Also Included
in All the Facebook Profile Pic
Description Areas About 8,000 Words
on Average For Each Profile Pic Illustrating
The Story There in Series of About 18 Profile Pics
Per 8,000 or So Word Mini-Subchapter Long Form EPiC
Bible Poems too So what’s Next Yes! YES! YES! YES! “Depth
of the Story” An EPiC Long Form Poem Casually Described ‘8th New Testament’
With Freshly Counted Words Since That Effort Started on the “Wrong Planet” in A Solo
Thread Now in the 50th Page ever Since August 19th 2020 As True Just 23 Months into
That Effort That is Only Part of What i Write Each Month Those Words Written Currently Rise
to 1.763 MiLLioN Words Not Counting What i Am Writing today That Only Leaves Well Less
Than 37,000 Words to Do Yet Another EPiC Longest Long Form Poem Exceeding the Size of
The “Mahābhārata” in Only 23 Months as of the Anniversary Date, July 19th, 2022 That Is Also
Yes “JusT ANoTHeR BooK MarK NoW iN HeAVeN 9 Years” The Titled MacroVerse i Am Writing
Now to Reach That New Milestone And Featnote too By July 19th, 2022 As True You Helped me
Get There Back in July of 2013 As i First Visited You in that Month Then As i Accelerated Then
Out of HeLL ON EartH inTo Heaven Within Just Standing on A Beach on July 19, 2013, Becoming
One With Sugar White Sands At Navarre Beach And Emerald Green Gulf Waves As Sea Oats
Swaying in the Breeze Sea Gull Wings
Spiraling Around
The Sun me too
Basically Becoming
Naked Enough Whole
Complete As Part of the
Rest of Nature With No Separation
Indeed the Mystical Holy And Sacred Union
ALL Feelings and Sense of Total Oneness With
God For Real New Through and Through Just All
that is With No Separation Anymore to Get Lost in Now
Yet It’s True a Great Disappointment With One FRiEnD And
A Great Kindness You Brought to Everyone You Met and Greeted
Then Online was Just the Catalyst i Needed to Slingshot me Out of Hell
Into Heaven then
As It’s True It’s The Distance
Tween Low and High That Often
Takes Us THere to Stay With No Return
to Purgatory and Or HeLL ON EartH Yet of
Course THeRE aRe aLWaYS Spicy Parts of
Both to Deal with in Life Indeed Every Yin Must
Have Some Yang No Day Without Night No DarK NoW
Without LiGHT It’s Always A Balancing Act This Act of Loving LiFE NeW
For Real Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT Giving Sharing
Caring Healing So Free For All With Least Harm ALoNG the Way i Surely Hope
And Pray You are Doing Well As It’s True ‘These Days’ These Pandemic Days
That i Just Escaped another Go Around With You Just Don’t Know When You
Don’t Hear from someone
again Yet for me at Least
i Never Forget Someone Who
Helped me in this Journey of Life
Again Giving Sharing Caring Healing
It’s What LoVE Does When HuMaN INCaRNaTE And Real
Yep i Guess It’s Sort of Like ‘Tea in the Sahara’ We Come And Go
This Way As the Stars and Star DusT We Continue to Resurrect ALiVE NoW NeW…
Anyway Hehe “Depth of the Story” on the Wrong Planet Has over 111,000 Views
Just Out of the Member Pool of Registered Members on the “Wrong Planet” Yet i
Often Send Folks There So Easy to Find “Depth of the Story” That Link on the Top
of the Heap of A Google Search Hehe True it Doesn’t Crash Computers Like the Super
Multi-Media Heavy Weight of my Blogs Can And Will Do For Those of Us Not So Gifted
in Computer Horsepower
And Bandwidth For
Broad Band
Access too
True there are many
Ways to Find my SoUL
Uploaded in Stories Online
As Most Every Story i Write is in
Namaste to the Face of God in Every
Human Being i Continue to Write these
Free Verse Poetic Letters too Now As True
Copy And Paste Will Spread A Soul Long to Return Again..:)
‘What’s Next’ Likely
Sleep As It’s Been
A Very Eventful June
With Even Mercury Mars
Venus Saturn And Jupiter
Aligning
All Month
Long True Won’t
Happen Again Until
2040 And It’s Been Since
2004 Since This Last Alignment
Is A June Event of Life Other Than
That Busily Dancing And Singing A Birthday
on June 6th
In Early Social
Security Way
Dear Lala Rukh
And Getting Ever Closer
to July of 2022 That Will
Surely Be 9 Years of Visiting You Here
SMiLes if i Had Understood How Young
Vital and Healthy i Will Still Feel at 62 i Surely
Would Have Never Been So Concerned With
Getting Old At 21, 25, or 47 True i’ve Learned
The God Within This Fearless Love is SPiRiT
HeART of SoUL Truly Only GRoWinG LiGHTeR
iN “HeARTBurst”
As SPiRiT SoUL
Wings Continue
To Spiral Soar Above New
And Below Even More Now…:)
Oh My my Dear Lala Rukh
How Time Flies Already the
6th of May And The Number of the
Day i Visit You Now Ever Since July of 2013
my my Almost
9 Years Now
in the Blogging World Online
Reaching Early Social Security Age
of 62 on June 6th Next thing Before
i Know it At Best i’ll Be Dead
Yet Till Then i Will
Really Live
With A Youthful
Spirit That Grows
Lighter and Younger Every Day
And Yes as i’ve Noted Before Strangely
Stronger Physically As Days Go By too
in Every Way of Health and Well Being Externally
too True the Love
What Grows
Within
Keeps a Longer
Shelf-Life of Fresher Blooms
All the Way Around Now With SMiLes…
i Wonder How You Are Yet i Don’t Even
Give Myself a Right to Really ask Haven’t Heard
Your Voice Here Since the Pandemic Start i surely
Hope You are Well Loved Okay And Loving Your Self
Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete With SMiLes All My
FRiEnDS Didn’t make it Out of the Pandemic Alive And Some
i May Never
Know if they
Did Or Not
Online As This
Is Life We Cherish
At Best Every Breath
Gifted to Us We Give and
Share So Freely in Caring Healing Ways With Others Kind
Not Sure if Happy Mother’s Day is Appropriate For You Yet
Yes Never the Less if Not Happy Mother’s Day in Advance
And to All the Mothers Who Brought Your Life to LiGHT With SMiLes..:)
“What’s Next” HAha maybe i Should
Be Putting Together “What Heaven Spells”
Instead of Continuing to Write a New MacroVerse
Now of “Giving Means No Returns Appreciating All That Is Now”
Yet if i Put off What i Finished Writing on Monday Until Today on
Wednesday What’s Another Day Or Does Anyone Even Know What Time it is
When We Put People
First Now Over
Aims and Goals
That Are Certainly
Less Worthy if our Last
Breath of Now So i Will Make
This A First Breath With You Again
Currently Now With SMiLes Dear Lala Rukh
As It’s The 6th Now And i’ve Been Coming By
Here As Promised Ever Since You Were Kind
to me in July of 2013 Just Enough After Someone
Wasn’t Kind to me to Push me over the Precipice of
Hell into
Heaven
Finally Again
So i Remember WHere
i Came From And Who
Still Helped me Arrive Where
i Am Today And Sure by the 7th
i’ll Remember The Next FRiEnD
From Pakistan too Who Encouraged me
When i Was Mostly All Alone online Writing
A Longest EPiC Long Form Poem Then in 2014 too…
Meanwhile in “Real Life” Folks Were Calling me
Hero, Famous, And Legend for my Public
Dance Yet It’s True i Am An Avatar Online
And This is Another World too
That May Become So Lonely
too Yes My God It’s True
People Come and Go
Yet Love That is Real
And Unconditional Goes
No WHeRE Yet HeAR to
Ring Kindness WHeRE LoVE
Continues to Dance and Sing Free
Out of the Rigor Mortis of Systems
That Will Surely Clip Our Lives of Creativity
If We Trust the
Systems Out There
More Than the Humanity
Within With SMiLes Not Sure
What It Means to You For Someone
Who Always Returns As Promised All
It Means to
me is i Am
Strong Enough
to Be Integrity
In Love of Who i Am Free
to Be The Child my Mother
Said Had Open Arms for Every Stranger
It’s True When i First Met You i Remembered
That Chid In You Unconditional Kindness For
Everyone Who Visited Your Blog And Then i Became
Reborn of
The Child of Love
i Still Be to Be i Am Now…
Yawn, People First in my Book of Life…
What Heaven Spells Giving Means No
Returns Appreciating All That Is Now
As It’s True the Title of Both MacroVerses
Put Together Make A Real Way of MaKinG LiFE Love…
This Breath
This Life This
Love Eternally Now
Indeed There is No
WHeRE to Return LiVinG LoVE NoW
i
Am
WiTH SMiLes..:)
“What’s Next?” In the Case of Today, the 6th
And Always Now So Much Heaven Yes
And Hell and The Tween on One Planet
Now Even in the Same Room Even
In the Same Bed
Even in the
Same Human
Even in the Same
Breath Now As Opposing
Forces May Be in Battle For Control
Yet Oh the Flow When the Words Come Like
A River With No Guide As if they always Belonged
As if the Truth Within We See and Hear Always Exists Now…
SMiLes It’s Still Nice to Come HeaR even if no one Listens
Yet’s Impossible
i Hear My Soul
Dancing and
Singing
It’s Never
Alone This
Way Truly
A Voice Deeper
Within As Silence
of Dance Brings Beauty of Song More
Yeah It’s True in this Place Within There is
No Solo There is Mother and Father and Best FRiEnD
And Lover Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete Just Inhaling
Peace Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT Giving Sharing Caring
Healing As This is How All ‘Bibles’ of Humanity Come to Breath Within
mY FRiEnD
Lala Rukh
You Don’t Have to Have
A Position Now You Don’t
Have to Have a Title You
Don’t Even Have to Have
A Named Religion, Priest, Pastor,
Clergy, or Other Cleric only the Soul
The SPiRiT the HeART Within the Dance
Silent that Brings Beauty of Song Even More
Yet Of Course It’s Impossible to Understand
For Those Who Are Not Blessed Yet With A Gift
of Creativity
That Flows
From God
Within now
Yes For Real…
Yet Once You
Have it Ya can’t Afford
to Let it Go Like All Stuff
Love, Food, People if You Don’t
Use it ya Naturally Lose it As That’s
What Gifts Are For to Simply Give Yet
Sadly
Some Folks
Forget the Gift…
With SMiLes Lots of Folks
Have Been Gifted in the Last
Two Pandemic Years Yet Now that
The Dark of That Challenge is Moving away
And Wars May Seem too Far Away to Count
Sadly The LiGHT
From DarK is Often
Replaced By Apathy Once Again
As the Gift No Longer Comes to Play Slaying Fear..:)
SMiLes Dear Lala Rukh
Arriving At 11:58 PM
On the 6th WHere i Live
As Promised At Least Still
And
Just Pondering The Muse
From “Fly Like An Eagle”
Below From the Ancient
Year of 1977 By the
Steve Miller Band:
“Feed the babies
Who don’t have enough to eat
Shoe the children
With no shoes on their feet
House the people
Livin’ in the street
Oh, oh, there’s a solution
I want to fly like an eagle
To the sea
Fly like an eagle,
Let my spirit carry me
I want to fly like an eagle
‘Til I’m free
Fly through the revolution
Time keeps on slippin’, slippin’, slippin’
Into the future
Time keeps on slippin’, slippin’, slippin’
Into the future
Time keeps on slippin’, slippin’, slippin’
Into the future
Time keeps on slippin’, slippin’, slippin’
Into the future”
Oh my So Amazing Listening to This Song
So Very Late At Night Never Sleeping Much
Before Morning School Still To Come Oh the
2 AM Dreamy State of Being With this Song
On Tune of Vibrations Frequencies Drifting
Drifting Synergy of Energy Ever Now Just
TWiLiGHT
Never Ending
Now And True
That Was 45 Years
Ago And The Strangest
Feeling of Feeling Younger
Now Than i did then at 17
In Every Way of Soul Within
Truly Flying An Eagle’s Wings
Spiraling Through Ocean Waves Water Whole
i Never Imagined Life Will Be As Lovely As It is Now
And It’s All A Game Within None of the Jobs None of the
Stuff to Collect Really Counted At All Only The Love Still Evolving Now
Within Only The Flower Still Blooming New Colors of Love Through Dance And Song,
Yawn, Other than that Celebrating 6 MiLLioN Words of “FB Profile Pic Bible” Fitting
in Series of Facebook Profile Pic Description Areas to Fully Illustrate The Story
Around 8,000 Words Each Around A Total of 2100 Pro File Pics Each Year
Now in 56 Months
Of Total Effort
Now yep
About 16.8
MiLLioN Words
A Year And it is Only
This Word Now of Song
This Move of Dance Now
Never Really Pre-planning
ThiS ETernal Now Just in the Moment
in Creative Ease of Forever Now mY FRiEnD
Time Keeps on Drifting Yet for Now it Never Slips Away Yet Free Now…
None of The Fears About Aging 45 Years Ago Are Coming True Now
in Fact i Keep Getting Stronger Instead of Weaker Yet Others Do the
Same It’s
A Matter
of BeLieve
BeLeave
BeLove
Still Living
Tree Green Leaves
Fertilizing Eternal Now
And of Course A Real Eternally Autotelic Flow
Practice of Dance Song Free Verse For All i Do Now..:)
SMiLes As Usual i Transform Your Blog to Dear Diary
Yet It’s Always So Easy to Do Dear Lala Rukh When
A FRiEnD Remains Silent For A Year Or So
And Returns Back to Remind
You That You Are Not
Only Speaking
To A Ghost
of Years Past
How Odd That Will
Be Yet i Do Love Strange
Including Finishing Up 16,001 Miles
of Public Dance on January 4th, 2022
As Yes i Finished “Grand Cross Bible 2021”
At Around 801 Thousand Words of Effort in
7 Months Just One of Six Efforts That Size
Greater Than An Old King James Effort in
7 Months From Memorial Day Weekend Through
The End of the Year in Years 2016, 2017, 2018,
2019, 2020, And Now Yes 2021 Just Those 6 Sub-Titled
EPiC Long Form Poem Bibles of 10 MiLLioN Word “SonG oF mY
SoUL” Longest EPiC Long Form Poem Bible Close to 5 MiLLioN Words
Total and Only 5 of 11 Sub-Titled Long Form Poem Bibles of that Whole Endeavor
That is More than 12 Times the Size of the Old King James Sized Effort Yet Yes Back to
Public Dance
As During the
100 Months of
All of that i Averaged
A Grand Total of About
160 Miles of Public Dance
All These Months too For Now
Yes 16,001 Miles of Public Dance
Celebrating With Some Videos my
Wife Took as Well Oh Goodness in Flow
the Heavenly Autotelic Bliss Just Never Ends Now
Yet It’s True it’s the 6th of the Month And As Promised
i’m Back Every 6th, On or About that Date Now Since
2014 When You Got Married And Went Away You Know
i Wonder How You Are Doing Now And Then Keep You
And All You LoVE iN my Prayers And Hope You Are Doing
Well
In
All
Life
Related
Endeavors
NoW iNHaLinG
Peace Exhaling
LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT
Giving Sharing Caring Healing Freely
With Least Harm For All This Gift of Life ALL NoW
Hehe Yet Back to the Workshop And Drawing Board
As While Writing a Celebration of “16,000 Miles of Public Dancing”
Yes i Am Still Putting Together the Multi-Media Parts of “Grand Cross
Bible 2021” and Will Be Electronically Publishing That All Just For Free Fun Soon..:)
Oh Goodness I’m Late to A Very Important Date;
Yes, The 6th As There is Barely the 7th Left and
Now It is the 8th Where You Live in The United
Kingdom Now Moving Away From Pakistan
If that is Still Correct Dear Lala Rukh
FRiEnD Who i Continue to Visit
Once a Month Ever Since
Even Everyday Almost
in The Last 5 Months of
2013 And Yes Now Still
Once A Month to Keep Your
Blog Breathing And As A Sort
Of Hairy Wookiee Like me Never
Going Back on a Promise Even when
He Dances All Afternoon Celebrating that
Milestone And FeatNote of “Thanks Giving
11 Years For Giving 2010-2021” Once Again
Every Consecutive Day Writing Online Since Thanks
Giving Day, November 25, 2010, Still Writing in Autotelic
Poetic Flow Responding to Poetry And Other Muse From
Folks All Around the Globe As True That Celebratory MacroVerse
Measures Close to 58,000 Words As That is What Most Every Bi-Weekly
MacroVerse Totals too As Well As the MacroVerse Words Fitting in my Profile
Pics on Facebook Ever Since Memorial Day Weekend of 2017 too in “FB Profile
Pic Bible” That is A 5.9 MiLLioN Word Endeavor in 54 Months Close Approaching
to Another Million 6 Figure Coming In Around A Month or So True As Oh Yes, Just A
Subchapter of “SonG oF mY SoUL” EPiC Longest Long Form Bible Poem Approaching
10 MiLLioN Words on 12.18.2021 As Yes The Subject of What i Am Writing Celebrating
Now As Another Milestone/FeatNote MacroVerse Blog Post Now Similarly Named “SonG
oF mY SoUL 10 MiLLioN WordS Old” As Yes That Effort Started About A Month Then After We
First Met on 8.18.2013… And True You Are the one Who Suggested i Change From Blogspot
To WordPress As You Said it Was More Social And Fun Indeed Just What i Needed After
Being A Shut-in in my Bedroom For 66 Months With the Worst Known Pain to Humankind
Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia From Wake to Sleep That No Drug Would Touch Along
With A Synergy of 18 Other Mostly Work-Stress Related Disorders of Life Threat too
And Yes “SonG oF mY SoUL” Has Another Ongoing Subchapter EPiC Long Form
Poem Titled “Nether Land Bible” As That Effort Started on Memorial Day
Weekend of 2016 In 66 Months of Writing it Now at Over 7.5 MiLLioN
Words Hehe Does Your Head Hurt Yet Well At Least i am the
Only One Really Keeping Track of What i am Doing
And Doing it Just for
A Blissful
Autotelic
Flow Of Generating
My own Heaven Within
Similarly to the Public Dance
Ongoing As Well too Now As Of
Today’s Long Afternoon to Evening Effort
in 99 Months Now of 15,844 Miles of Public Dance…
True So Much Muse in Flow Required to Have this Much Fun
Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT mY FRiEnD
Thanks For ALLoWinG me to Upload This Portion of my SoUL
On Your Blog Today Just For The “Record Books” Indeed Would
It have Ever Happened if i Didn’t Meet You Here True it Would Have
Literally Been Impossible to Do it on BlogSpot Then Yes Dear You Just
Another Real
Life Angel
On EartH
Sent
All Naturally
to Prepare A Way
For All of the Art
That Continues Now as i Did
Tell You When i Was 21 i Had
Sort of A Waking Dream that One
Day A Dark Haired Woman From the
Far East Would Help me Prepare A Message
Of Sorts to Give Away to the Whole World Well
True Giver is What i am For Free Always Been this
Way Just Blessed Not to Ever Again Have to Bow to the Money
MaKinG God Ever Since Age 47 As Really Everything in my
Life As Been Toward This Meaning and Purpose From the Very
First Omen-
Like Day
Of my Birth
on 6.6.60 Yep
The Myth About
A Devil in Hell That
Literally Came True for
me on Earth for 66 Months True too..
i Tale You What if i Signed up For All
Of This In Advance And i Even Knew What
And How Much More i Would Still Be Coming to
Do Now True it Might Be A Bit Overwhelming Except
For Every Holy Move of Dance And Sacred Word Of Song
In Autotelic Flow of Poetry is Simply Eternal Bliss Now Yes Nirvana
And Prana and Tao And Satori And Samadhi Sure Toss in Some Kundalini
RiSinG Along The Way in Total Emotional Regulation And Sensory Integration
In Balance As Well As Yes The Cross-Cultural Kingdom Of Heaven Comes Returns
Again For Each and Every Human Eternally Now Who Finds A Path That Works for them
Within
Within
Within
Inside, Outside,
Above, So Below
And All Around No Separation
Yet Every Eye An Only Eye of
God And Observer of Unique UNiVeRSE
to as True Each And Every One of Us Creates
A Unique UNiVeRSE And New Connections of God
ALWaYS Now True All the Multi-UniVeRSES All the Humans
Connecting God We Meet And Greet And Come to Understand,
Give to, Share With, Caring Freely With Least Harm For All Of Nature
Simply
Holding
Hands With
God Free This
Way my FRiEnD
Well Hehe at Least
It is Still Barely the 7th
In the United States if You
Ever Do Get Over this Way
Do Stop By and Say Hi It’s True
Most Everyone in Real Life Seems
To Think i’m Just About the Nicest Person
They’ve Met at Least the Open-Minded ones of
Course As There is Rarely Any Place of Existence
i Do Not Explore and Actually Do mY FRiEnD Of Course
Within As the Mysteries Continue to Eternally Unfold Now mY FRiEnD…
So What Comes Next After This MacroVerse i am Writing Now Well Of
Course “Grand Cross Bible 2021” The 6th King James Sized Effort
From Memorial Day Weekend Through Christmas Holidays
In 7 Months Of Effort for 2016, 2017, 2018, 2019, 2020,
Now Coming Next for 2021 Through the End of
December As Yes Before i Even Started
Naming those Bible EPiC Long
Form Titled Poetic
MacroVerses
And Additional
Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SoUL”
i Started With “GodsUniVerseNovel3” Probably
About a Single Longest Poetic Blog Post All Around
the Google Search Engine too at 338,630 Words
Fully Illustrated With Around 300 Beautiful Beach
Pictures Through Sunsets As Well too that
Was Simply An Anthology of All
The Poetry Written
Back to Poetry
Prompts and
Folks on the dVerse
International Poet’s Pub Trail 2015-16
And True i Found A Way to Get Inspired
By Every Poem Whether it Appealed to me
At First or Not and that Is Key to Happiness overall
Finding Inspiration in Less Than A Grain of Sand
As Well As The Rest of Existence that is God As Well
Coming to Love All of Existence DarK Thru LiGHT
Truly So Much Larger than Only A 3 Letter Word
That Some Folks Seem to See As Only
A Tribal Symbol of Us Versus
Them instead of All
Hairless
Apes Standing
ToGeTHeR As
FRiEndS With the
Rest of God Nature
DarK Thru LiGHT Now..
True i Surely Will Not Wait
For Anyone Else to Pick up
the Ball of Gratitude for This Gift
Of Life The Way i Do or Expect them
Too Either Yet Indeed i For One Master
The All IN All Within Now At Least For me
Yes And Sure i Provide Some Helpful Hints
To Other Folks too; That do Most Definitely
Keep me in the Kingdom of Heaven Within Now
And Basically That’s My Only ASSiGNED Job Now
SHoWinG Folks What Heaven Looks Like Within From
mY Point of View AS Hard as it Truly is to Put Heaven in
Words and Other Symbols too When it is Just Inhaling
Peace Exhaling LoVE iN Joy oF LiGHT Now Out of DarK mY FRiEnD
Wide
Awake
Wide Awake iNDeeD Yes
ETeRNaLLy NoW For Real
This Living Tree This Leaf
That is the Tree i am Just
Getting Out And About as
Falling Leaves Fertilize
New Souls Soils For
Newer Living
Trees Now
Too my FRiEnD
As ‘They’ Say Hug
A Tree Save A Tree
As Trees Do Help Us All BREaTHE LoVE
Now When Leaves Do Give, Share, Care So Freely ThiS WaY…
Yeah Along the Way there was Also “PHI Bible” Coming in at
1.618 MiLLioN Words As Synchronicity Will Have it With No
Pre-Planning Arising at that 1.618 Number That is Also
The Golden Phi Ratio too…
True it Took me Precisely
365 Days to Finish that
Titled Subchapter EPiC Long
Form Poem of “SonG oF mY SoUL True”
Yes That And A 13.6 Month Effort Finishing
A Titled 1.82 MiLLioN Word Long Form Poem
Just to Exceed The Number of Words Yes in the
Mahābhārata Hehe That Used to Be The Longest
EPiC Long Form Poem Then From India at About 1.8
MiLLioN Words in Centuries of Effort With Innumerable
Ghost Authors Writing That Effort too So Yeah if One is
Counting All The Titled Efforts of Greater Than King James
Size Efforts In Count of Words This Will Be 11 Titled EPiC
Long Form Poem Bibles Greater Than the King James Sized
Effort Come What May with “Grand Cross Bible 2021” Yes God
Yes All in 100 Months of Effort DeaR FRiEnD And True 10 MiLLioN
Words of “SonG oF mY SoUL” is WeLL OVeR the Size of 12 King James
Sized Bibles And WeLL OVeR the Size of 120 Qurans As Well and True
i Didn’t Speak
Until 4 Years
Old on the Autism
Spectrum SO NO ONE
EXPECTED ME TO DO THIS
As True Not Being Able to Talk
Is Quite a Bit More of A Challenge
That Being Illiterate my FRiEnD Yet
True i Do Like to Write too As My Blog
Mission Statement Simply Says mY FRiEnD…
These aRE ALL Just Hobbies What’s Left Over
For Others Are Simply and Complexly Fumes From mY Heaven Real Now
Anyway Again Thanks For Providing This Free Writing Space in the UK mY FRiEnD…
As True There are Also 8 Named New Testaments Larger Than That Old New Testament
That Christians Follow too And the Last Ongoing One Named “Depth of the Story” on the
“Wrong Planet” Now Exceeds 1.2 MiLLioN Words Since August 19, 2020 And Yep Still
A Number One Search Result on Google With Quotes Just Like “The Depth of the Story” Now
It’s Pretty Deep my FRiEnD YeT on the OTHeR Hands it is Only Eternally Inhaling
Peace Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT Now Giving, Caring, Sharing, Caring
For
Freely
To Stay
iN Heaven
Eternally Now
Thanks Giving
For Giving to And All Now…
Hehe This is Only 1808 Words
Now i Guess For my Next Trick i’ll
“Paint A Clown Face on A Mona Lisa”..;)
What Days Will Measure Eternal Time
Or Eternal now So What Will November
6th Measure Sure Another 6th As Promised
to Connect to Someone Who Once Named me
A Forever FRiEnD Lala Rukh This FRiEnDShip
For 100 Months Now And The 6th of November
Also Measures 100 Times 40 Days Reaching
The Bottom Pit of Hell Back in
2008 The Spring
Falling of That
Year my
Soul
Falling
An Extra Ring
Of Dante’s Hell Each
And Every Day Asking God
Will the Pain and Numb Be More
Tomorrow as If Now Had Another Second
Less Forever in Hell True Just an Hour of Sleep
for the First 35 Of 40 With the Help of a Powerful
Alpha Blocker So Card Board Shallow in Piece of
Paper Existence Then With Words Few Left only
Shells on the Beach With No Sea Life to Feel the
Water
The
Wave
The Ocean
of God Whole
Where Ya Dream
of Drowning Just to
Be Part of that Ocean Again
Then the Last 5 Days of 40 Came
Where Nothing Helped to Put Me Down
Out of that Misery of the Worst Pain Known to
Humankind From Wake to Sleep And 18 Other
Medical Disorders Mostly Stress Related From
11 Years of Chronic to Acute Work A Day Forever Life
So 40 Days of Hell Came And Went Only Part of 66 Months
Of Hell Whole And 33 Months into that Experience of Not Being
Able to Effectively Use my Eyes And Ears Through the Worst Pain
No Drug Trigeminal Neuralgia Would Be Touched With Yes the Other Added
Ingredients of 18 Other Medical Disorders too.. i Found The Strength Through One
Word A Mountain of Pain to Start Writing One Word on Thanks Giving Day of 2010
To Somehow
Escape that
Suicide Disease
Pain and Numb
No Drug would
Take Away only
Sleep Indeed mY FRiEnD
True i tried to Put myself
Out of my Misery on the 40th
Day Yet i was Loved too Much to
Go Away As You’ve Heard the Story
Before i Finally Agreed to Go to the
Hospital And They Found Something
Strong Enough to Put me Down That i Relied
On Through the Duration of that 66 Months
To Escape Hell in Sleep At All.. So What’s the
Significance of 100 Times 40 The Number of Days
i’ve Been Consecutively Writing Online As Of Today
November 6, 2021 Yes 4000 Days All Including Today
Since Thanks Giving Day of 2010 mY FRiEnD Yet the
Life Saving Measure
For Real All Started
With One Word on
A Screen Turned Down
to Almost Dark to Sit in Front
of A Few Inches as my Prescription
Sun Glasses Multiplied the Pain With
That Extra Supplied Tool of Focus Then
SMiles 40 Times 100 Makes 4000 Days
And Over 13 MiLLioN Words Total Writing
Online Never Missing A Day For 4000 Days
And When i Met You Here Back in July of 2013
Recovering Out of HeLL ON EartH Within On the
19th of that Month Standing on A Beach One With
Emerald Green Waves Spiraling Sea Oats Sugar White
Sand Below Love Within Inside Outside Below Yes Above
Just Every
WHeRE ALL
Around mY FRiEnD
Seagull Wings Me
Spiraling Around Sun
It Was Just The Beginning
of Another Chapter “SonG oF mY
SoUL” Starting on 8.18.2013 Now
9.8 MiLLioN Words in 98 Months
Along with 15,642 Miles of Public Dance
Yet It’s True The Origin of my EPiC Longest
Long Form Poem is Still Those 40 Days Without
Sleep in the Spring of 2008 Then Where There Wasn’t
Even A Memory of A SMiLe Emotions Gone Just Piece
Of Paper
Existence
iN HeLL ON Earth
Then Within mY FRiEnD
4000 Days That Will Always
Be Escaping 40 Days in The Pitt of Hell
Whatever Works Does Work Indeed my FRiEnD
Hope All Is Well And Loving For You As You BREaTHE Freely..:)
Another Covid-19 Pandemic Flavored Year
Has Almost Come And Gone Since You
Published Your Last Blog Post Lala
Rukh At the End of January 2021…
New Horizons Still Developing And
Sadly Sunsets on What i Used to Do Before
The Pandemic Including Casino Beach Trips
Where i Danced The Beaches Publicly And
Katrina Did the Free Play on the One Armed
Bandits Sponsored By the Church Tour Bus
Yet That Ended in 2018 As The Folks Putting Together
The 5-Year Social Event Once A Month Just Got Tired of Doing it…
And Yes Big Metro Dance Hall Dancing Every Thursday Night With
All the College Folks Quite An Achievement Doing it Full Speed Ahead
Still Improving in Public Dance 3 Months Shy of Age 60 When That
Super Fun Activity
Was Erased By
Covid-19 And
Lord Knows When it
Will Be Safe Again as
Safety isn’t the Name of
The Game in my Locality As
Ignorance Harms, Rapes, Maims,
Kills Most Is Even Mostly the Game
Yes Even The Catholic Church Plays…
And Then There Were First Sunday Farm Events
With the Southern Baptist Folks Having Lunch on the Greens
Yes The First off Every Month; Yet Even in Elder More Vulnerable
Status Many Refuse Vaccinations And Of Course to Go Protected Masked too..
Like the Dance
Hall No Telling
If and When
it Will
Actually Be
Safe to Participate in…
And Yes One Fall Festival We
Participated Big With For Decades
In Niceville City Went Away Canceled Forever too…
And the One Remaining Was Just too Sardine Packed
And Ignorantly Unvaccinated and Unmasked to Rationally
Participate in With Human Common Sense to Protect the
Sanctity of Breathing Life At All Costs of Sacrifice Now True….
And Besides my Wife is So Much More Introverted And i am
So Much More Extroverted too Staying At Home She Likes So Much…
Yet It’s True So Many Folks More Started Writing Soul-Felt Poetry on WordPress
As One Will Naturally Expect to Get Out Negative Emotions in Dark Days And Hope
And Pray For Rebirths of Newer Human Potentials too… i Never Really Participated
Fully in the Back and Forth Writing on the Word Press Reader Until the Last Year…
Very
Enriching
in Absorbing
Fresh Souls
of Others For Real Still Now….
Hope You Are Doing Well Safe
Productive And Fully Loved my FRiEnD..:)
40 Years Today Back on September 6th, 1981, A First Calling
Within Escaping Numb of College Life HeART SPiRiT SoUL
Transforming
Opening Again
A New Creation at Age 21
High School And Junior College
Will Be Like A Village of Humanity
Connecting Yet Commuting to A Larger
School on a Diet of Peanut Butter Sandwiches
With Little Human Contact Working In A Solitary
Environment As A Janitor At Night of Several Business
Buildings Not Much Help For the Human Element In Life to Remain…
Yes, Social Empathic Artistic Spiritual Metaphor of Right Brained Intelligences
Where iMaGiNaTioN Frees Creativity More For Original Human Soul Breath More
Not What the
Mechanical
Cognition
Of UniVersity
Often Brings
Even If One May
Be In the More Humanities
of College Life out of Business
And Science Restricted Classes
Putting People First is A Much Older
Human Tradition And “Depth of the
Story” To Surely Share With Each Other
mY FRiEnD as it was You Dear Lala Who First Suggested
In 2013 i Move to Word Press And Start Taling Stories More…
Well Yes “Depth of the Story” Eighth New Testament Story
Is Just That Now That i am Celebrating on A ‘Wrong Planet
Website’ As That Very Autistic Solo Story Taling Tradition
Then Accumulated 888,216 Words in One Year’s Effort
As of 8.19.2021 Other Efforts Since 2016 of New
Testaments Included A First Two at 181K Words
Then A Couple Over 300K Words And then
Three More At Over 400K Words And
Now What Will Be the 8th One
Perpetually
GRoWinG
Water Wave
Ocean Whole
Longer Now
As True Every
Inhale of Peace We
Breathe Every Exhale
of Love Without Fear is
A New Testament of Our Inner
Multi-UniVerses We Create With CHI
EnergY iN Rest of Nature We Perceive Now…
Fear And Hate Are the Inhales And Exhales
of Older Testaments of the Reptile Brain We
May Love to Escape Most What’s Left Over is Love For ALL…:)
Not Much of the 6th Left in Florida
Yet Still Making it By To Visit Lala
Rukh As Still Have to Proof
Read a 62,926 Word
Blog Post to
Get That
Published
On Saturday
Currently Celebrating
9.6 MiLLioN Words of
Longest Long Form Poem
“SonG oF mY SoUL” on the
96th Month Anniversary Date
of 8.18.2021 As You Are the One
Who Talked me into Joining WordPress
Then as You Said it is More Fun Connecting
To Other Folks this way True You Are Still Correct
And Pray That You Are Doing Okay in these Rough
Pandemic Days
As Where i Live
Florida is Just
About the Dullest
Tool in the Wood Shed
We Stay Vaccinated, Masked,
And Keep A Safest Social Distance
From the Locals Have A Nice Day With SMiLes..:)
The 6th Again And 96 Months of Visiting Old FRiEnD
Lala Rukh Who Shared my Opening Moments
Of Coming to Heaven Within on July 19th, 2013
Yes 8 Years Ago Then Wow 8 Years is Surely A Zillion
Years of Eternity Living in Heaven Now And Of Course
in 66 Months of Hell Within on Earth Every Second A
Thousand
Years
In All Is Time
Then As Actually
Heaven is An Autotelic
Flow With Plentiful Frission
What is Commonly Termed
Aesthetic Sublime Appreciation
Kissing All of Nature From Head to Toe
Not to be too Crude Yet Yes Commonly Described
As A Skin Orgasm From Head to Toe and More As True
My Kind of Empathy Spreads Farther And Wider in Mirror Neuron
Way to
Kiss
Existence
Now than Most
Or At Least That’s What
Folks Intuit for me Turning
Lights on in Rooms Wherever i Dance
at Least And Folks Will Actually Hear a
Sound of Music my Dance Naturally Makes
Lighting A Room Up in Calm Eye of Hurricane Peace
With True Some
Spiraling Milky Way
Galaxy Arms and Legs
to Go Along With All the
Dance Show and Song True
Kissing All of Existence in
Dance and Song God’s Breath
Move And Repose Carrying On the
Dust of my Wind Existence Still Now Real…
The Gift is Breath
We May Color
Our Christmas
Trees Forever New
Or We May Stagnate
As Green Browns to Desert
Soil Souls of Scarcity too Never
The Less THoRNS STiLL Help
FLoWeRS Rise Rose is the
Gift of Those Who
Green Up
RiSinG
Out
oF
Ashes
‘Fore i Do i Do
i Do i Do Kissing SMiLes
For all Existence Now And
True Today is ‘International
Kissing Day’ too
As i continue
to Kiss
This
FLoWeR
oF Breath All
Of WHeRE Existence
Takes me ALL Next For Real Now
Hope All is Safe and Well and Loving For You…
For it is the Gift of Breath Our Heaven Real Potential New Now..:)
It’s The 6th SMiLes Lala Rukh
And Like Clock-Work Sure As
The Calendar of the Year i Return
For i Just Wrote This Thinking About
Another Friend Yet Even Though It’s
Really Been Many Years Since We’ve Actually
Been Every Day Kinda Blog Friends The Sentiment Still Applies
We Remember The People Who Showed
Up Most When No One Else Did Those
Are The Ones No Matter What We Never Let Go at least me…
For You See There Are So Many People Who Shower Kindness
On me Now Both Online And in Real Life too The Flesh And Blood Stuff
People i can’t Even
Remember
Who My
Dance in Public
Once Touched From A Distance
As i Was Amazed that A Young Man
Who Was Installing A Door And Storm Door
at the Entrance Of Our Home Told me in Halloween
of 2014 He and His Middle School Friends Were So Inspired
by my Public Dance That They Dressed Up as me for Halloween
As After Public Dancing For A little over a Year Albeit i Had Been
Asked Did i know How Famous i Was By Random Folks Here And
There Where i Went in the Summer of 2014… HAha i Had No Idea
It Went to the Extent of Children Dressing Up Like me in Shorts
And Colorful T-Shirts And Shades Going Tricker Treating on Halloween Night…
True That’s Usually Reserved For Super Heroes for Middle School Young Boys
Yet True How Many Days Do You See Someone Do Something No Else is Willing to Do
For a 500 Square Mile Radius in the Deep South Trump State of Florida the Panhandle
of Matt Gaetz And All The Real Human Evil Associated With Him These Days In Toxic Patriarchy too…
It’s True it Wasn’t Easy Gaining
That Privilege to Public Dance
At First in 2013 i Had
to Arm Wrestle
My Way
Through
Fred Talks With
Management of Stores
Everywhere i Went to Insure
Them That it was Just A Dancing Rampage Spree
And Not Any Sinister Plan to Harm Anyone Hehe
Anyway It’s Nice to Be Famous Nice Enough to Gain
Smiles And See Eyes Light Up Everywhere You Go Children
Tugging At their Parents Shirts And Dresses Saying There He Is!
The Dancing Man! Where Grandparents Say You Are The Reason They
Look Forward to Going to Walmart Just to See if You Are There Dancing Today…
True i’ve Heard People Say i made There Day And Entire Year too And Folks Have
Taken Videos Who Say They Just Wanna Watch it Again As The Flow of Dance Floating
On Terrestrial Land Brings Them Calm Comfort As Yes Of Course it Has Always Been Therapy
For me i Literally Have A Prescription From a Psychiatrist After Hehe i told Him How it Regulates
my Emotions and Integrates My Senses Effectively Healing Issues With Both Autism And Asperger’s
Syndrome on that Spectrum And the Bi-Polar Spectrum to Keep Me All Balancing Dancing A Tight
Rope Higher And Higher my FRiEnD Still And Of Course Psychiatrists Don’t Give Out Prescriptions
As Jokes As Moving Meditation Therapy Is Evidenced By Science And IN the Medical Literature to Work!
Yes Our Ancestors
Did it Naturally
With Singing Together
too and True too in the
United States Depression Rates
Are 5 to 8 Fold in RatesHigher Now
Than The 30’s Then When We Actually
Had An Economic Depression Yes Where
Rich Folks Who Lost Their Stock Holdings
Were Throwing Themselves Off of Buildings
Isn’t that Sad People Living Only For Stock
Holdings Such a Distant Place From Human
Soul And So Are Computer Screens Often
too Yes Welcome to the Modern World
Where Human Becomes Machine
More Than Human Now
Another Life Mark
Today A
61st Birthday
For me.. And It’s True
All Those Folks Who Call me Hero
in the Stores Won’t Be Wishing me a Happy
Birthday Today For it’s True Fame and Fortune
Do Not Bring Intimate Kind of Friends Who Stay
Around in Your Non-Famous Parts of Life Now too…
Sadly This is Why Some Folks With Fame And Fortune
Take Themselves Away from Life The Paradox of the
Loneliness Is Just too Much to take You Know What i am
Human too Just a Silly Little Human Who Does Still Have
The Potential To Break Down Like I’ve Done Before in Life
As i tend to Do Way too Much Care Way too Much And Somedays
Feel Pain When the Rest of the World Does Not Care As Much As I do
So i Write myself A Poem A Monologue Like This For Ears That Listen or not
i Must Survive This Way Yet You See i Remember You i Remember Back In the
Summer July of 2013 Where You Showed Kindness to A Faceless Avatar of A
Man From A Country With Different Religions and Cultures Than You And You
Had No Idea i would ever Be Famous or Legend Then All You Saw Is A Human
Being And You Showed Kindness Unconditional With Love to me And the Rest
of the Folks Who Visited Your Blog It’s Hard to Keep that Kindness Not Giving Up
i Surely Understand as i’ve Been Drained For Years For Giving Anything
At All Left of Human Soul And For me That is Breaking Down Most
When There Just Isn’t Anything Left to Give to Anyone
Where it Even Hurts to Be Around
Other People Even
Those
Who
Love Us Most
Where We Don’t Believe
We Are Worthwhile For Anything
Life Left Surely Not Loving Ourselves Either
In Those Eras of Still Breathing Living Dead…
So True i Do my Best to Remember There Are
Still Others Walking in Those Empty Shoes Today
i Always Do my Best to Be Forgiving yet Still i am
Only A Silly
Little Human
Too.. Hehe
The Best
Friends Are Some Days
Those Who only Have A Space
to allow Us to Talk HAha my Psychotherapist
Quit Her Job Last Year When A Hurricane Went
Through And Really All She Did Was Listen Anyway then
And This Is What Make A Pen So Valuable We Get to See
Our Soul Set Free Talking Back to us For Real So True
In This Way A Dance And A Song Free That We
Dance And Sing May Be The Best Most
Natural Therapy in Healing
For Well Being
oF All
For It is True
We are All Silly
Little Human Beings And God Yes Naturally
We All Have the Potential to Break Down
i Remember You When You Were the Only
Person Online Who Gave me The Time of Love Forever Now..
And Yes There Are A Few Others i Remember Today on my Birthday too..:)
We Remember The People Who Showed
Up Most When No One Else Did Those
Are The Ones No Matter What We Never Let Go at least me…
Sending Flowers Of Kindness Your
Way Only Real Lasting Treasure😊
SMiLes Dear Lala Rukh It’s
Not Often Someone Promises
You They Are Gonna Be A Forever
Friend It’s Always A Good Feeling
When Someone Cares
Today i Lost Such
A Friend only
Knew This Blogging
Friend for Several Months
Yet Like You And Several Others
i have Met on this Poetry Trail online
She Was Kind to Everyone She Met
On Her Poetry Journey Her Name
Was Astha Sadly Close to
Your Age A Professor
Engineer in India
Looking to Gain
A PHD And
Finally Finding
A Bit Of Love Before
Covid-19 The India Variant
Took Her Life Away So Sad Her
Last Post Said ‘To Be Continued’
All About the Love She Found Finally in Life
To Truly Breathe and Exhale This Love True
So Yeah It’s So Sad Brought Immediate Tears
to me Yet of Course
Life is Test of
DarK And Light
And As Long as We
Use all the Gifts of God
Nature Indeed Like Tears
We Will Survive And So Will Love
Even The Breath of Loved Ones Passing
Away We Continue to Share This way True
Anyway Love to You And All You Love Stay
Safe and Well Dear Friend Blessed With Blissings too..
As Another 6th Comes And Goes Time is A River Happy as i Flow…:)
Hi, nice to meet you. I am Amleta and I am an Italian artist. It’s nice when a woman manages to make her dreams of love and work come true. Peace and serenity to you and your family. 🌺🌸🌼🌻🌹
SMiLes Poetry Created by Humans
to Navigate Soul Dear Lala Rukh
A Day Late on the 7th Away
From the 6th Yet Never
Empty of Words
of Soul Now Unless
It is too Late into the Night
Like Last Night in A Day of the Heavy
Problems of Life That Folks With Plenty of
Money Have Like World War III Discussions
Over Oval or Square Glass in New Front Doors
Replacing A Fourteen Thousand Dollar Roof
When A Small Ripple is Noticed by
Wife That’s Existed Through
2 Shingle Changes Since
1993 Close to When
You Are Born
in ’91 If i have
The Year Correct From
Close to 8 Years Ago Now
When We Met online on Your Soul
Site of Navigating All the Hidden Paths
Of Your Spirit iN Poetry Then As HeART Breathes Free
iN DarK And LiGHT Still Now as Poetry Has Always Been
A Medicine For Folks With Extreme Moods So they Stay in
Order of Art So Science Won’t call Them A Disorder With a Label Hehe…
So what Will We
Name A FRiEnD
Surely Someone
We Will Relate Soul
All oF iT too Without Fear
Of Judgement And that’s Why
Folks Pay So Much to See Psychotherapists
As They Get Paid to Never Get Upset for Who We Truly Are…
It’s True Some Days the Quiet Friend Who Listens is the Best Friend of all…
What i really Loved So Much Now as i Look Back about Your Poetry is You Let
All Your Soul Escape And Really Let Yourself Be Vulnerable to the World this way…
Not everyone
is able to
Do this
Truly
Very Few
In these Days
Of Mechanical Machine
Cognition Tool Ways of Short
Button Pushes For Recognition
Shallow with only one Emotion
A Quick Dopamine Hit And that’s All…
It’s Really Amazing The More We Pour Our
Souls Out The More We Grow as Soul The Deeper
We Become As Human to Touch Others as Our Stories
Become Part of their Souls as Yours Did Mine True a Role
Model For What i would Eventually Be able to Do As Story Teller
True and
Vulnerable
Unafraid
to Stand
Totally Naked
This Way in Every
Way Before the World
Free For You See When We
Are Able to Do this We Become a FRiEnD
With All No Specific Lover or Friend Just A Friend With God
True As When We Open Our Selves Up to all that is There Really
Is No Separate
Them Only Us
Is it easy to
Do No
A Work
oF A Lifetime
To Be Come Free
With Wings That Are No Fear
Of DarK Thru LiGHT Shall We
Illuminate Others in Both Yes We Will…
Anyway there is still No Resolution Really
Whether to Keep the Honda Civic That Looks
As Young as Ever And Drives As Smooth as it always
Has with only an Oil Change every Six Months in Lieu
of Buying a New SUV SuBaRU That Costs Two Thirds
Of what Our House Cost back in ’93 Again When You
Were Only Two Years Old if i Have the Math Correct
Yeah gotta Another Friend The Age of My Home
too With Baby on the Way And Another Your
Age Who i Just Related a Humming
Bird Song too as You Both
Approach 30 Now
Unmarried Yes
With no Child
Nice i Feel
Best is
i Am
one
Who
Decides Always
To Stay As FRiEnD
of All No Matter What may
come next till death do us part
Indeed i got Married to God i don’t do Weddings Small….
SMiLes Dear Lala Rukh Hope Your New Home And Job
Is Going Well Hope You Are Safe and Well and Most Important
i Hope You are Finding Loving Connections in Flesh and Blood
Life Smiles i Love That Most Yet i Decide Now to Give my Life Away As Story…
True You Helped me See Benefit in This Giving to All Others Freely mY FRiEnD…
It’s Kind of Amazing to me Connecting to A Human In Someway at least for 8 Whole Years
And Never Falling off the Wagon of Connecting i Used to Wonder How Folks Made FRiEnDS
In Life
They
Put in the
Work They Were
Always The Last ones
Standing to Give Even More
Hehe and I thought it was Just
Something Else Like Work or School
Or Becoming Financially Independent by Age 47 That was so Dam easy without Studying
True i Followed Goals i Didn’t Live in an Art of Love Now All is For Giving Thanks GivinG LoVE
FRiEnD
is the
Humming Bird Who Stays
And True This Humming Bird
Flies Far Yet Always Returns Now to
Stay And Never Truly Goes Away my FRiEnD…
That’s A Greatest Work of Art i Find In this Life Humming
Bird Wings of Love
-Humming Bird
Naked on A
Wing in
FliGHT
oF LoVE Free Seeing Being i Am..:)
SMiLes Dear Lala Rukh the 6th Arrives Again in March of 2021
Just Got Through Celebrating 9 MiLLioN Words of Long Form
Poem Writing in 90 Months “SonG oF mY SoUL” And Now
The Subchapter “FB Profile Pic Bible” That i have Been
Including in the Description Areas somewhere Between
7 to 9 Thousand Words Or So In Each One Ever Since
Memorial Day Weekend of 2017 All 45 Months Now
Arises to 5 MiLLioN Words True not only on my Blogs
Yet on FB Too With A Substantial Part of the
Multi-Media Illustrating it Still Coming Now
too So Many Memories of Dance Smiles
With Ecstatic Joy of Folks As usual
Yes of Course Women Mostly
Yes the Age when i met
You Here almost 8 Years-
ago now Promising You a Forever
FRiEnD Then Never Going Away on the 6th of
Each Month To Return to Share Part of my Life
With You Still So Young and Making Your Way through
All Your Struggles and Successes of Life in a New Country Now…
Smiles as You know i earned 3 Degrees and was satisfied Just Serving
Out Shoes in a Military Bowling Center Sharing Smiles Across the Counter
Listening Intently Laser Focused With Green to Blue Changing Eyes Depending
On the Emotions Then From Stories of Others Passing The Day or Night Sharing with
Me on the Other side of the Counter Comprising Their Soul Stories Of Life Renewed
With me Each Day Hehe i never Said Much then And True i would Have never noticed
it Yet the Old Military Men Said all the Young Women Who visited me across the Counter
Just Fell in Love Telling their Stories to me they used rather Crude Language to Describe
How they Felt that Love
Yet true Only From
A Man’s
View
For what
They might
Imagine Love
to ‘Physically Be”
For A Women Not unlike
Them as Men Hehe.. anyway
i guess it happened at least once
With Smiles as across the counter
Is Where Katrina Met me.. True Glad
i got that Job it Paid off in ways that Money
Will Never Measure Yet a Smile Will Always
Meet and Greet Forevernowmore for Real…
There was a Military Policeman Who
Often Came in For Dinner
At the Food Place there
He Asked Me how
Long i had
Been
Working There and
When i said almost 2 Decades
He Was simply Aghast as He said
How Possibly Can you Be So Joyous
Working in the Same place So Long
Perhaps He Didn’t Understand
That Each Eye to Eye
Contact With
Windows
of Souls
Was the Birth of
A New UniVerse Whole
In Multi-UniVerse Way to Be Now Then
Perhaps that is why my Love Never Fades
For Friends As Old Friends Are the Same As
New Friends to me.. Smiles Dear i am always
Birthing New UniVerses of Love And
The Old Ones Feel no
Different
Than
the New ones now…
i surely understand
Now Not Everyone Feels Souls
The Way i Do Yet What Gift it is to Simply Love Free
Truly It Was Hard for me to Transform My Green to Blue
Changing Listening Eyes to Words Yet of Course That’s What
You Do When You Must Wear Shades As Words Become Windows
of Soul And Sure You Dance too When A Face Is Covered With Mask
To Connect As Loving Energy too in Non-Verbal Language Still True…
As Dance Needs No Words to Talk Thankfully With Shades No Eyes
Thankfully Wearing A Mask No Mouth to Smile We Will Persevere
As Soul
No
Matter
What Challenge
Comes Yet With
Will To Love More
No Matter What Tool
We use to Make This Love Still Breathe…
You Recommended i tell Stories that Expressed
Emotions that Others Feel And Go to Word Press
And Then Connect Where it was More Fun Than
The Google Blogspot Avenue i Blogged
Before It’s Been 8 Years Now
As of 3.10.2013 Anniversary
Date for That i Am Also
Celebrating Starting
Blogging on Google
Free Blogspot Avenues then
With 90 Months of Writing Longest
EPiC Long Form Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL”
9 MiLLioN Words And True there is Another
Subchapter Titled “Nether Land Bible” As that
Effort Arises to 6.6 MiLLioN Words Now in 57
Months of Writing too for it’s True This is A “Never
Land Place” Of Love For All DarK Thru LiGHT Now
And True As Never Ending Stories And Youth of Love
Within Refuses to Grow Old and Die Now A Bit Like Peter
Pan i am or at Least Pan of the Forest Just Free to Be Loving True
With That i’ll take ‘This Flute’ And Continue to Serenade the Moon And Feel the
Sun Shining Within Star of Soul Loving Life That Never Grows Cold Sharing Warmth to Breathe…
True A Meaning
of Life Breathe
LoVE iN
A Way of
Giving Sharing
That Never Grows
Cold Arting Colors of LiFE my FRiEnD
When I first read your story in my email, I was shook. I had words in my mind but nothing to say. Alhamdulillah that you moved on strong. Alhamdulillah that you’re you. Alhamdulillah that it didn’t break you, even though it was no less than a tornado. I can only imagine, and you’ve been through. Much admiration for your strength and inside beauty, and much love for my friend and favorite, you.
Intelligence
Is What We
See
Wisdom
Is Our Breath🎶
God Is the God That
Becomes The Devil
to Love The Devil
And
BecoMes Love
True THere Are
Different Levels
Of Faith Breathing Real Love
And So Many Levels of Hell as 66 Months From Wake
to Sleep Will Pray Tale With a Pain Assessed Worse
Than Crucifixion And Numb Even Lower
Without Even A Memory of A Smile
Making the other 18 Disorders
in Synergy of Life Threat Then
A PlayGround of Heaven in Hell
Entails Patience And The Fires
Of Hell To Endure to Love A
Devil
As
Much As
An Angel Same
To See What A Devil
Offers God An Ability to Breathe
Loving the Lowest MaKinG Love
HiGHesT Virtue in Hell and Heaven Same
You See This is Why i’m A FRiEnD Who Never
Goes Away i am A Devil’s (me) Best Friend in Hell And Heaven too…
True A Battle
We All Face Now
Within DarK Thru
LiGHT to Come
To BREaTHE
Wisdom
Our DarK
Side And
Full Moon
Graduating to
Source of Sunshine Within
This God This Love Worth All the Wait
SMiLes Dear Lala Rukh It’s the 6th and
Usually in the Years You Visit in Same
Months i Wait until a Next Month
To Visit You Yet this 6th today
Taking You Around the
Globe for the
Stories
Others Help Generate
With me in Just one Evening
And Morning of my Life SaMe
In All Virtue Love it’s Not So Much
if ‘Others Return’ it is Patience of Will Grace of
Strength Love Enduring Most Our ‘Job’ Our Breath of Life Remaining Now
So Now ‘Depth of the Story’ Continues…
Faux God LiveS iN Book
Covers Real God Is Wind
Eagle’s Fly 🦅 Yet True
Still Trying my Best
To Fit
God in Words
Literally Yes No
Joke Literally Writing
An 8.9 MiLLioN Free Verse
Whitman Flavored Longest
Form Poem Bible of
My Own
As Yes as
Whitman
Relates
i Am my
Own Priest
Of Thine Eyes
Of Cosmos Order
And Chaos Magic
Of Art True in Writing
“SonG oF mY SoUL”
Housed in Several
Blogs
And So
Many Other
Avenues Just
Seeds Innumerable
Spread Around A Globe
Yes Fully Illustrated With
Over 100,000 Photos And
Over 10,000 YouTube
Songs And Other
Supporting
Arts And
Sciences Public
Dancing To Achieve
Continuous Autotelic
Flow Generating All
These Creative Winds
More Than Half
The Distance
Around The Globe
In 89 Months Of Free
Verse Dance Yes Yes
As Fully Documented
ALonG All The Way
In 14,404 Miles
Of Dance And
8.9 MiLLion
Words Of
Song Closest
i Have
Arrived
To Express God
This Energy This
Nature All Is When
A Terrestrial Dance
Moving My 242 Pound
Body That Still Leg
Presses Up To 1520
Pounds At Age
60 While like
The Carpenter’s
Song ‘Close to You’
Plays And The Young
Woman Follow me
Around Town
Capturing
me By Voyeur
Video To Gain
Social Media
Likes When
my Body Gains
Enough Balance
To Take
Flight on
Land Seriously
Writing A Bible
11 Times Smaller
By Innumerable
Ghost Authors
Over Centuries
And Only
Walking
On Water
Is Kindergarten
And i’m Still only
Just Scratching
The Surface Of
All The Nature
Of God in ‘Grade School’
And God Yes If Any So-Called
‘Christian’ Gives me
Any Flack it’s Worth
Noting i Actually
Read Their tiny
BooK Now
Go Back
And
Read it
Open it Up
To Where You
See John 14:12
And Remember
John 3:16
Only
Waits
For Greater
Revision As i Will
Freely Tell Them Read
It Weep And Gnash
Your Frowny
Face Teeth
If They Like
Yet The FacT iS
i Am Real
And i
Write
My Own
Dam Story
Of HeLL And Heaven
Both As True There
Is the Sunny Side Up
Version Of John 14:12
And Hell Part Too
Yes ‘The DarK
Side of The Moon’
It’s Kind Of
A Tradition
Sort Of A ‘Human
Hero Archetype Story’
ReaLiTY Again
And Again
Always
Humanly
Returning
Shall You Strip
Off All Your Clothes
Of CuLTuRE Spoon-Fed
And Burn
Now Until
Your Butterfly
Sprouts Wings
Out of Cocoon
No Hurry
Devil
Waits
Forever
Now For WingS AGAiN
Hehe So i’ll Wait
For
You too… 😈 👼
A BLacK Hole That
Sucks Everything
In to it
Yet
Not Us…
-Trump
And Yes
All Stuff
Related to
The “Dark
Death Star
Force Meme”
Yet
You
See DarK
Stimulates
The LiGHT
Of Us
Indeed
Do Not Doubt
Any Light Bringer
Yes
Force
Of The
Dark Trump too…
LeSSoN 319 Dark Side
Of the Moon 🌚 Is
Not Really A DarK
LeSSoN Yet
One of
Sunshine
Still To Come
True There Are
Two Sources Actually
More Within Inside
Most Reliable Yet
Outside Above
So Below And
All Around As
Truly All That
Vibes In
Higher Frequencies
Of Energy Moves Connects
Creates More All Of Existence
Together Hands Eyes of God
Hold Together DarK Through
LiGHT Never Ending Landing
Story Soul Of God All That
Is Existence Energy No
Distance Space Or
Time Not Even
Matter As You Dear
FRiEnD And me Touch
Through This Fiber Optic
Cable In Energy Speed
oF LiGHT Now Beyond
Again Time, Distance
Space or Even
Matter As
No Part
Of My Organic
Body Required As
my Soul is Delivered
To You For Review
You May Rate
my Soul
As You
Wish for
It Is my
Saturday
Wish To Give Y.O.U. 💫🤗
SMiLes i’m Sure Life
Is A Dream as i Don’t
‘Know’ How to Do It
That’s
When
All the Magic
Just Comes Free
i ‘Just Do It’ And Don’t
Even Have to Sell Shoes..:)
It’s True Waves of Life Now
Raging Into Headwinds More
Decades May Go By Yet
Even True After
Living That
Far Still Days
to Be Free to Be You
As LonG As We Breathe
Gift of Time We Do to Free..:)
Trapped Trapped Trapped
In A Small Town Yet
A Market Place of
Goods From
Global
Cultures Far and
Wide Yes And An Earth
Store in A Mall More to Enjoy too
So Many Ways of Life More to See
All that’s Left to Do is Somehow Fly
To See New Souls of Life How They Breathe…
And Finally A Fiber Optic Cable to Fit All of me
Through Now at the Speed of Life i Fly All Around
The World And Visit Kind People Just Like You Ava
With SMiLes
Happy
Weekend
Dear FRiEnD
Sharing Wings
With You Again Free..:)
Time Time Time
Tick Tock Tick Tock
Time Time Time
Where is the
Clock
Cuckoo
Flew Away
Again Over
A Clock Nest
Hands With No
Clock Finally Free to Tell Time
to Go Back to Hell WiTH SMiLes
No Deadlines No Deadlines Alive..:)
Never Minding Dance
Dancing Minding Flows
Dancing Creates Song
Breathes
Frees Gravity
FRiEnDS AGAiN🌊🎶
Inspire And SMile
Dear Ava Surely
A Beautiful Way
Of
Life
Thank You😊💫
Be Careful SWiPinG ‘Left/Right’…
Be Very Very Careful Verily True…
Not All ‘Online Wizards’ Are Nice…
“We’re Off to See the Wizard”
Because Because Because
Be Cause True None of ‘Them’ Have
Actually Met the ‘Real me’ YeT HeHe
True
my FRiEnD
God
Who
Breathes Us🎶🌊
LiGHT And DarK People Who Come Through
And Do Not.. Equally Inspire me to Do All That Is
This iS oNe God And ‘JeSuS’ That Is True Love
Never Ever Sending Someone Away to Hell
It’s What
Love Does
When Real
And True Never Ever
Gives Up On ‘You’
HeART
First
ALWaYS❤️
To: True Fall Of Humans After The Apple
of Nature Away From: LoVE oF i AM
Have You Ever Started a Thought Now From
HeART That is What You cannot Word as Soul
Yet Feel Will Be the Birth of Love Yes As.. Spirit
Comes So Naturally as Poetry For How Long
Will it take for a Moon Flower Within So Deep to
Deliver the Words of Love Even More for True How
Sweet it is to Imagine How Beautiful A Child You and
Your Future Lover will Create that You Describe as
LoVE iNCaRNaTE
Both Father
And Child
And Mother
And Father of All
Who Are Concerned and
Become the Force of Love
to Eventually Walk on Two Feet
To Dance and Sing Love Goes on and
Never Dies When Spread as Love From
Seed to Shining Shores as Beach of Loving
Eyes and Smiles for Everyone Alive and the
Rest of Nature True.. Love is the Legend that
And Who Never Goes Away as Long as the
Flower of Love Continues to Propagate
As Fresh and Never Stale Beyond
the Illusions of Time Distance
And Space sure Even
Matter too in some
Ways Greater of
Moon Children Spreading
Through Fiber Optic Cables
Just about Like Beam me up and
Around the Globe ‘Scotty’ for there are
No Wings Quite Like what A World Wide
Web Brings Yet Still How Precious is Human
Flesh Reminding me of that Very Short Period
of Days Back in ’97 with the Opportunity the Only
Opportunity i would have then to touch a Child of my
Flesh but True we Do all Share basically the Same DNA
And We Do Have a Natural Propensity to Come to Love So
Much what we continue to Feed our Mind.. For What We Do
Value Most in Life From Dark though Light.. For me at Least all i will
Likely Ever Create is the Art i Bring now to who ever it comes to Next.. So in this
Way now i guess i am a Moon Flower Like You too.. but i just will not Have to Go to
the Hospital to Deliver Now as the Baby Bird Sleeps So Sweetly Through the Cold
Night as Words Do Come before the Child in You Comes and Starts to be Delivered
More before the Daylight’s Coming Morning Break ugh.. Before Numbers and Stuff
like that Must Be Crunched again.. Yes something about Crunches that and will be
So Much Fun too.. i’m thinking Abdominal Crunches at this Moment but that is
Entirely another Story to Deliver so Let’s Stick to Baby Birds for Now With
Wings of Love that and who Will Never Fear the Freedom of Sunrise
Morning Break for the Sky is one Waiting with the Sun to Bring
Flower Children more of Moon Child Day Delight yes it is
like that Movie “Never Ending Story” Where the
Little Boy in the Book Seeks to Help the
Damsel Princess in Distress so
Far Away from the Print
in Pages of Books
Yet as Close
as Legend
Dreams come to Birth
As Surely More than Flesh and
Blood We Birth as Creativity is only
A Word of Song Away and a Step of Dance
Still to come as Morning Light Fertilizes again
The Dream of Fruition Still to Come to Give and Share more..
Yes i Remember still the “Never Ending Story” and all the Little Boy Had to
Do.. as i Believe He was about 7 Years Old Maybe 8.. Yes.. All He Had to Do then
Was Scream to the Top of His Lungs ‘Moon Child’! And then the
Labor of Love Will Be Over as EarthQuakes Come Still
And Raging Waves of Ocean Become even more
Still as Glassy Ocean Eyes of God come to
Rise as Love Once Again in Peace and
Harmony of Waves that and who
Spread so Much Joy and
Love Across the
Ocean Still
So Calm
With and as
the Peace and
Harmony of Love
that and who only Exists
to Deliver More Love to the World
in all the Ways Arts and Sciences come
as it is in a Moment of Embrace as Nirvana
And Bliss Never Ends a Valentine Wish in one
Second for a Big Bang of Love To Never End for all
iN Equal Bliss of Love Yes to Give and Share even more..
“More Than A Feeling” as One Rock Group Named “Boston” Sings
And “Don’t Look Back” too as Lord Knows that Song was Playing
When i was Truly First Touched Really Touched by Love and
then of course there is a Song by the Same Group Named
“A Man I’ll Never Be” But no one Should Ever Give up
On A Dream to Be Whatever Woman and or Man
They Wish to Be.. Wow those Were Great
Songs From When i was Just 18 Years
Old With My First So-Called
Lover as Such
When Young
Love Does
Love
Never
Aging
Ever
Aging now when
Real For True i Feel
That Love is Real no
Matter What God Feels the
Growing Pains of all the Labors of
Love and Grins a little Bit until God
Smiles all the Way Across the Skies
And Beyond iNFiNiTY whenever wherever
and however Love is Birthed as Real and True
What a Lovely Child You and Your Future ‘Perfect’
Lover Will Create a Child of Love Perhaps a Son always
as the Nature of Love the Face of God Smiling Beyond iNFiNiTY
Where Space and Time and Distance No Longer Exists Just the
Moon
Flower
And the
Moon Child of Love
Wow only if i could add
all those Songs as an option
to Listen to with all these Words
But Wait! There is “Legends of Love”
And there is YouTube and Copy and
Paste in Multiples of more than one Song
Oh Lord Thank God Love on the Internet Never Disappears
Grows Old or Even has to Burp or Throw up Online hehe.. Yes
True No Dirty Diapers to Change Nothing Messy along the way
And A Figure as Pristine as Katrina’s Still and of Course Yours too.. hAha..
Unlike ‘Trump’ i do not use Numbers to Rate Love Only String Theory and the
God
Particle
of Love
will
Possibly
Rate Love..
For it’s True online
Making Babies of Love
May Be Different as there
are ‘thots’ Always Circling the
Globe Just waiting to Be ‘impregnated’
By other ‘thots’ Circling the Globe that
and who come into Alignment So Fresh
And Clean What they come to Deliver is New
Works of Art that Express Love so Much more..
Wow
isn’t
‘Internet
Sex’ and
the Delivery
of Love Babies
of Art Great too..
anyway something to
Do until ‘the Perfect’ Man
Greets and Meets You and Gives
You so Much more than Words Will
Ever Bring Yet True there are Feelings True
too.. Senses that come From Words too.. And
Gosh
there
are so
many more
‘Thots’ to come
As Somedays Love
this Way Seems to Last
Forever and a Day in a ‘Never
Ending Story’ that Feels this way
as True Lovers
are the
Legends
That and
Who Refuse
Everything yet
Delivery of Love more..
Until Love Graduates
And Gives even more..
Anyway there
is one
thing
Left
to Say:
HeLLoVE
How Do i Know For
if i Hugged You on
The Midnight
Beach
With
Only
You or
i am Your
Best Well
Wisher At
Your Wedding
Hugging You There
The Feeling is the Same
SMiLeS
i Do
Believe
i Finally
Earned
My Wings and
i will never Have
To go Back to
Hell Now
How
Wonderful
It is to Have
At Least one
FRiEnD to help you
Never Go Back to
Hell the Place
With No True Love…
The First And Last Flower
Moon Traveled Far Seeing
Millions and Millions of
Flowers Look Above
Taking the Moon
For Granted
When it
Comes
Always Counting
On the Sun to Rise
For Light and Warmth
Until one Day A Special
Little Flower that some
Took For Granted as
Well Looked Up
At The Moon
Seeing So
Much More
For this Flower
Saw the Moon as
Star Equal And Even
Greater to the Sun for
A Way Beyond Even
Visible Light that
Touched the
Flower that
Looked Like
A Little
Flame to
The Moon
But You See
The Moon Like
No one Else Saw
And Still Sees The
Magnificent Size of
The Little Flame
Flower’s Soul
The Moon
Could
Not Speak
So the Flame
Flower Became the
Moon’s Voice not
Only That Spirit
Heart and Soul
Too Hence
The First
And Last
Poet
Is
Born
The little
Flame Flower
Is the Moon Flower
Who Blooms Night
And Day in Eyes of Moon
“That’s” ‘Why’ ‘Haters’ make
me Laugh And Lovers
Make me Smile..
oh God iN So
Many Ways
THaT SMiLes
Do Go And STill CoMe NoW
I am so happy for you Lala.
It is inspiring to see what you made out of this really bad situation.
A lot of people give up… but I’m glad you endured the pain and found your true self.
Your poems and posts always gave such hints but i didn’t want to ask…
It’s good to know that you’re in a much happier place now.
Will wait for happier poems of self discovery now..
Good Luck!
“WHITE SHADOWS” Story of a white pearl that turned
to ashes while waiting for a phoenix to be born inside her !”
“What’s Next”
SMiLes Lala Rukh Nice
To Hear From You Yet
of Course Even Nicer
To See You Expressing
What is inside You Again…
What Stories What Songs
What People Do We ReMeMBeR
Most of Course
What Touches
Us at the Lowest
Points of Our Life
What Helps Us Rise
Up Again Out of the Ashes
to BREaTHE Wings of Phoenix
Out of Fires of Life That Burn So Numb
DarK
Abyss
of Soul
To Come And
Go As LiGHT ReTuRNS
“Firework” By Katy Perry i Attempt
Not to Use Songs Over Again in the Poetry
TheMes And MeMes Free i Create For Real Yet
In the Winter of my Soul in Early 2010 That Place
WHere Soul of Love Hears No Story, No Song,
No Love of Human Within Or Love That Tries So
Hard to Break Through By Loved Ones Still Breathing Love
And Surely No Dance AeonS AWaY From Dead Soul Within…
At A Gym All Covered in Jacket So Cold Ear Plugs a Cricket
Sounds Like Freight Trains of Misery Street Lights At 3 AM
Looking Directly into the Sun of Pain Not Even Able to go Outside
Left Breathless
By The Environment
of Nature Free Even
Stumbling into the Backyard
Having Trouble Making a TV Dinner
Not Even Able to Play A Game of Tic Tac Toe
At The Peak of all the Pain and Numb A Song Comes
On the Radio At the Gym as i tried everything to escape
Pain And Numb Nothing Would Work to Feel A Drop of Soul in Hell…
A Voice Song Soul Distant About a ‘Firework’ of Soul Just one Drop of Life it Brought
to Soul From A Distant Spirit Powerful Enough to allow the Devil one Drop of Hope….
SMiLes my FRiEnD the Song Comes BacK NoW to Save A Nation From Dying Soul
For i am Reborn as You are Now Phoenix RiSing From ASHeS AGAiN Your Freedom
What You Always Desired Most Becomes All Yours And No one else’s to Control
And Now
An Entire
Country Waits
To Be Healed With
Fireworks of Love for Truth in Light Again…
Hehe still Trying to Finish Publishing the other
MacroVerse Yet Soul won’t Wait on Mechanical Cognitions of Life…
Be You Be Art
Be Life
Be Free
Yes Do
Breathe With
Wings Fully Spread With No Fear
i See You in your New Home Fresh
Rose Risen From Thorns FLoWeR
You Are Now Free Dear Lala Rukh So Proud of You
So Happy For You Keep Soaring Yes Keep Shining FRiEnD
Be
Firework
Wings Live BREaTHE Free..:)
Hi Lala.
Hearing from you always cheers me up, even though the news isn’t always good. My reflex is to say I’m sorry about the problems you’ve gone through, but I don’t think I am. I can see that though some pain persists that you’ve put them behind you and have turned them into opportunities for growth. I admire you Lala.
I’d wish you the best for what comes next, but life isn’t like that. There’ll be more struggle, more pain and more growth.
The Buddha said “Life is suffering”. Nietzsche said “What doesn’t kill us makes us stronger”. But I think what a Sri Lankan friend of mine named Naji once told me is perhaps more apt for you. He said “Allah tests you in flames but protects you with love”.
Be with love Lala. It’s always with you.